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In the mood for Again & Again by 2PM, 've been playing it again and again and again...








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Three-Oh, Oh-Oh.

In the mood for doing nothing today

Yeah. It's here. Somewhat not that enthusiastic about it.
I hope I can manage to cross off the items in my list soon.

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Again & Again

In the mood for Again & Again by 2PM

2PM is back with Again & Again! MV and lyrics after the cut.


LYRICS:
('mma romanize the lyrics later! yay!)

[준수] Again and again and again and again
[재범] Again and again and again and again

[우영] 이렇게 왜 내가 또 너의 집앞에 또
서있는 건지 대체 난 바본지
정말 속고 또 속고 또 당하고 또 당해도 또
다시 이 자리에 와있는지

[준호] 내가 미쳤나 봐 자존심도 없는지
너에게 돌아와 쳇바퀴 돌듯이
이럼 안 되는데 되는데 되는데
하면서 오늘도 이러고 있어 no

[준수] Again and again and again and again
너에게 자꾸 돌아가 왜 그런지 몰라 왜 그런지 몰라
[재범] Again and again and again and again
너의 말에 또 속아 왜 그런지 몰라 왜 그런지 몰라

[닉쿤] 어쩜 이렇게도 바보 같니
내가 내가 왜 이렇게 된 거니
난 분명히 결심을 했는데 하고 또 했는데
왜 너에게 자꾸 돌아오는지

[준호] 내가 미쳤나 봐 자존심도 없는지
너에게 돌아와 쳇바퀴 돌듯이
절대 안 볼 거라 볼 거라 볼 거라
하면서 다시 또 이러고 있어.

[준수] Again and again and again and again
너에게 자꾸 돌아가 왜 그런지 몰라 왜 그런지 몰라
[재범] Again and again and again and again
너의 말에 또 속아 왜 그런지 몰라 왜 그런지 몰라

[찬성] 넌 대체 어떤 약이길래 끊을 수가 없어
나도 몰래 자꾸 너를 그리워하고 결국엔 또 찾고
나쁜 여자인줄 알면서 난 또 널 품에 안고 사랑을 해 보나마나 뻔히 다가올
내일의 아픔을 다 알고 있으면서 돌아서질 못해 결정을 못 내려

[택연] 젠장 나 왜이러니 왜 이 여자 옆에 누워있니
도대체 몇 번째 이 짓을 더 해봐야 내가 정신을 차릴런지
누가 좀 날 어디에다 묶어줘 어서 제발
Shes a bad girl I know (know) But here I go again Oh no

[준수] Again and again and again and again
너에게 자꾸 돌아가 왜 그런지 몰라 왜 그런지 몰라
[재범] Again and again and again and again
너의 말에 또 속아 왜 그런지 몰라 왜 그런지 몰라

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Tiga Sekawan

Playa's playin' Shalawat kat blog Bisikan Permai

Ada seorang kawan namanya Ah Meng
Dia juga berkawan,namanya Muthu
Kami berkawan baik, sama sedarjah
Belajar bersama, main bersama
Hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey
Tiga sekawan

Soalan: Sape nama kawan lagi sorang tu? Jawapan di kotak komen.

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Fate was Playing April Fool With Me.

In the mood for not going to work at all.

010409 - Sigh.
Must've been one of the most hellish day of my life, starting when I left my house compound. I just wanna think that I might have forgotten to recite the du'a before leaving, and nothing related to first April whatsoever.

[All events happened on first April 2009]

Woke up late - well, I've told #2 that I'll be in late today since I OT'd last night. So I don't consider that a biggie. Went to the balcony and all clothes are dry - which is good since it'll not be left overnight later. All last night dishes were washed; only the cups used for breakfast left - still good. And since everything went fine, I've decided to leave early and drive safely (I have been guilty of road rages. Those rages really affect my gas tank and my wallet.)

And then it started. Just when I was at the T-junction (to get into the main road of my housing area), this one stupid asshole of a school bus driver kept on honking. I don't mind if it's really my fault, but since it's not, I did have this thinking of should I either stay and not get into the main road, or should I just comply and keep quiet. (It just came across my mind, wouldn't it be funnier and my day less hellish if I actually honk together with that asshole, just for fun's sake?). And so I complied - complete with angry words coming outta my mouth.

And then, along the way from my housing area to the office in KL, it seems like I had a bunch of pigs (fig.) lining up in front of my car - right until I've reached the dreaded parking lot. How awesome. Luckily I arrived around 30 minutes to work - about 1/2 an hour earlier than I'd expected. Maybe since there were pigs around me, I'd become more like Darth Vader on the road (don't ask how D.V. can be related to pigs) and that made me arrive quite early than the stipulated time.

Got into the office, tag's working fine. Got into my seat, switched on my PC. Logged onto the email and the office's IM. And suddenly, that vermin (see previous post) IMed me. Bad news - whenever she IMed me first, it'll always be bad news, since she normally doesn't actually IM me for fun. And she asked me to do her part of work. Hating her in the first place is one thing, but then I actually know how she works everyday - and I don't actually approve the way she does it. Her asking people doing her part of work does not means she has lots of other things to do. She wanted me to understand her situation, but how can I do that if she doesn't understand mine? The thing that she asked me to do - I was not fully trained on it so I am not confident enough to do that without any person to refer to in front of me. And the nerves she got! Maybe she thinks me going to the KL office is just for fun, every time.

I get very emo'ed by that, and tried to contain my anger. But it just so happened that that lousy system I have wasn't working well, and I clapped my hands hard (once) in anger. #2 was surprised, and just before he got to ask me what happened, I left my desk and went to the break out area. Oh the agony. But I consoled myself by saying the vermin just asked for a hand. And that thing she need me to do was urgent, and she was 'so occupied'. After cooling down I just told her that I will help, but I'mma bug her with all my might. She said OK. Cool. #2 kept quiet.

Work, work, short presentation about the enhancement scheme, work, bought some chocolates, work, then lunch hour. Me, Miss Always-me (MA from now on) and the wedding singer (WS) walked to a fancy fast food chain in the heart of KL. The seats we always choose were reserved, so we have no other choice but to move somewhere... um.. quite near to those seats. Ordered, talked, talked, then I made my move to the loo. Just as I turned, I fell down. On the floor. On my knees. My knees weren't hurt but my pride was. Ceh. I can only manage to keep my cool. Again.

Then on my way back to the office, I fell again. In the middle of the road. This time I sprained my ankle. Guess my shoes are playing games with me, something like "Ooh there's a hole! Let's see if we can walk on it without falling down.". It hurts big time. I was actually limping on my way to buy a 20-sen pack of ice from the cafe vendor, and the way back to the office. Thanks for being considerate, MA and WS. I really appreciate your kindness for letting a limping person by herself, being friends and such. I really do.

After #2 finished his meeting with the Great Shambalah, he asked about what had happened earlier in the morning (reminder: We're working in UK shift, so 'morning' means 3pm - 6.55pm), and I said the vermin asked for my help and that's all. Then I told him I sprained my ankle, just for the sake of telling. And he just gave me a smug face. Ah, why bother. When the IT guy came to fix MA's PC (she was at a manager's place), I had asked #2 for the extension to where MA's is, but he said he dunno. Since MA advised earlier to tell the guy and the Grand Shambalah that she's at that place - without giving any extension - I actually walked to that place. Maybe #2 saw I was limping badly then, he quickly asked some people nearby for the manager's extension. But as that place is, like, 30 steps away, I just walked, limping or not, didn't matter. Dunno whether #2 felt guilty or not. As far as I am concerned, I wasn't concerned.

And now, the highlight of my day. I've decided to do that vermin's work after all. So I IMed her, asking for stuffs and some help. AND SHE'S ACTUALLY PACKING TO LEAVE. AT 11PM WHEN THE SHIFT SUPPOSE TO END AT 12. AND JUST BECAUSE SHE CAME IN AT 1.30 AND NO MORE THAN THAT. AND I WAS THE ONE WHO HAS TO DO HER FRIGGIN URGENT WORK WHEN I HAVE SEVERAL OF MY OWN TO DO. I cried. Anger caught me there and then. I rushed away from my desk to the break out area, only to find out there was a couple of ladies discussing work. Damn. No place for me to cry out all the angst inside. I made a short round the floor, then back to my desk. Poured my dissatisfaction to #2. Just because he's my boss. I didn't expected anything from him, just wanting him to listen. Blablayadayada. Day ended.

And somehow (minus the part where I had to wait for this another unfavorable person - but that's another story) after the clock stroke 12, I felt like my life has returned to normal with the exception of my swollen feet. Truly, it must've been all the April Fool vibes being concentrated towards me that eventful day.

Am now thinking to come in late later today, if not taking EL.

Not being rebellious, but the swollen feet is kinda blue (lit. & fig.) at the moment. If I can't even walk to the loo, how can I press the clutch pedal on my manual car?

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Escape Route Needed.

In the mood for 8282 by DaVichi

I'll have my long awaited core leave in two weeks. The problem is, I don't have anywhere to go.

I've asked Fadx to join me to go for a vacation, somewhere overseas. She said, no money (since I said "Let's fly with [insert low-cost airlines here]"). Too expensive. Over her budget. Same goes with local destinations. （ _ _ ）..........o

So now, I plan to go alone. Need to escape from the hectics of life (including the ones at home). I'm planning for Labuan. o(>▽<)o

Anyone can suggest where can I find cheap hotels around that area? Motels would be fine too, but not travelers' hostels or something like that. I need privacy, and at the same time I want to be near the beach. I wanna take lotsa pics, but don't want to be in a tour - I'd like to tour alone. Or just lazing around near the beach. But that would be much cheaper if I don't fly, so yeah, I'll drive around the island by myself.

Wait. What about the weather then? （〇_ｏ） Would it be raining like hell during 10-13 April? That would be bad, wouldn't it?

Is the weather near Desaru be as bad as in KL? I'll go there instead lah. Driving also ok. (((p（＞v＜）q)))！！

So now, I'll have to decide on whether to go to Labuan or Desaru - and I need your help for the escape route. Might post the result later... Within a week I guess.

Eh Anne kalau aku gi Penang buleh dak aku menetap kat rumah hang? Eh kalu aku lepak je tak beh la pulak kan... so takpelah ahaks （＾＿−）≡★

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... And Now is the Time for a Short Commercial Break.

WMP playin' nothing. Azan Subuh kat luar.

True, I've been neglecting this blog for quite a long time.
Blame it on BOF. Ha Ha.

The truth is, my life is kinda hectic these days. So many things to do, so little time. True, each of us gets 24 hours each. But does every single person uses those hours accordingly? In my case, no. But even I was given more hours than others, I'm sure life won't be less hectic than it currently is.

Recaps:

# Lack of rest. Blame it on BOF.
# Two interviews in a month. Both failed.
# Too many album releases within the first quarter of this year. Haven't got the time to review them all. Again, blame it on BOF.
# Bought 3 books and lost one on my way to work last three weeks. Was thinking of throwing that missing book away anyway. Wasn't expecting it'll leave my hands that fast. At least lemme read 1/2 way.
# Negligence towards my daily duties. Must. Stop. Now. Now. Get it. OK.
# Plans to be executed - right after the tax season. If by then I haven't got what I wanted.
# Bought a new modem. And not satisfied. Just because my last ADSL modem doesn't need any power supply. At least I felt the connection was somewhat faster than this one.
# Scars on m face. Hideous ones.
# He sang to me. But I didn't feel anything. Well actually he only sampled his songs. Yet he's the first to strumming on his ol' banjo to me, and I wasn't touched.

Enough recaps for now. Can't think straight right now; need to hit the sacks. End of commercial break.

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Sorry Sorry

In the mood for Sorry Sorry by Super Junior, giler addicting lagu nieh!

Last week, that vermin named Karamel did something that pissed me off big time. For the previous weeks, she had been going off early for several times without me knowing (which is not the source of my.. piss), and Bos#2 sent her an email to tell her last Wednesday to advise me every time she wanna leave early. And I said thanks to #2. And I was cool.

So, Thursday came. By the time I came in that day, she should've read that email. And realised that I was also included in the TO list. But, as the day gone by, she did not even acknowledged the email #2 sent (to me la, not to #2). I dunno why, but I was the very berry pissed off, but I didn't make it obvious le. No point, since she's quite an oblivious (if not ignorant) person.

So then it's Friday. I had requested for half day leave for that day on Wednesday, and #2 approved it. I made an effort not to inform Karamel about it, being a grudgy person and all. But somehow, throughout Thursday and Friday I gave hints that I'll be leaving early. The day went by as usual, until the time I supposed to go. THEN I purposely went to her place and told her I'll be leaving in a short while. She made a shocked face, not knowing anything about my half day. And I told her, "Didn't #2 told you? I THOUGHT #2 told you already." Smirks.

And so today (Tuesday), I did not speak to her about miscellaneous things at all (meaning, only work related things) since I was still teh pissed off. And just one and a half hour before she went back (she's on half day this time) she came to my place and said sorry.

At that instance, Sorry Sorry started playing in my head.

And being an Aries, my grudgy feeling subsided and I forgave her. And remind her not to repeat that in the future. Am I a good person or what? Gehhhhhh

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Fly High

In the mood for Real Lips by Sori



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RC

In the mood for 'Molla'ing by Maydoni

I just come to realize, all these times when I feel like giving up on solving(?) the Rubik's cube is because when I finally managed to complete one side, I'd be afraid to 'disturb' it to complete the other sides. Afraid that I will not be able to reverse the steps to get back to the yahoo!-all-9-same-colored-squares-on-one-face feeling.

Same goes with the past 20++ years of my life. I felt like I was contented enough with all the rezeki that Allah had gave me all this while, and not looking forward to do more challenging things in life (e.g. other than working in that so-called 'best place').

Now that I'm reaching the big three-oh, I feel like missing 1/2 of the adventures of life. To date, I don't really have significant items that I can truly call 'mine'. E.g., the car - my dad's. No land, no house, no estate, no loans, no responsibilities (as in family), no career to be proud of, none, nada, nilch. If you say that is good for me for not having anything to think and be stressed about (yet), thanks for the discouragements.

When I heard that a same-aged bachelorette friend of mine gonna own a house by mid-Feb, boy, how I envy her so much.

It's about time to flip the faces of the Rubik's cube. Will tell you when I finally manage to solve 'em all.

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What a way to end your January!

In the mood for LOLing Strong Baby perf in SBS by Seungri




credit: bongs@soompi and mia and allkpop for all the fish

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Testing Ping Pong Ding Dong.

Man.

Ping Pong Ding Dong.

'09

In the mood for Haru Haru by Big Bang (fell in love with DaeSung's and YeEun's perf in MBC Gayo Daejun.. that's why)

New year, new project. Go to my tumblr http://deathberry.tumblr.com/

Feel free to smack my head if I don't get to complete this project by 01-Jan-2010.

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2009

Say what?


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1430H

Bismillah.
Salam 1430H.
Semoga diberkati Allah sepanjang tahun
dan juga semoga dikukuhkan iman
dan dijauhkan dari mala petaka
dan dilindungi dari segala sifat keji yang dimurkai Allah.
Amin.

(Photo via http://worldreligion.nielsonpi.com/)

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In Loving Memories...

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Book as a block, block as a type = booksetting

In the mood for this ridiculous song (Pretty Girl) by KaRa

Via Amandine Alessandra:Cumulus

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Yoga Yogi Ku Beri Nama

YouTube playin' Nobody (Disco ver) by Wonder Girls


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Salam Aidiladha

(via http://flickr.com/photos/forureyezonly/346564917/)

Quoting ad excerpt for Bank Islam:

In the spirit of sacrifice, offer a prayer for others, not just yourself.

Another Aidiladha dawns bringing with it another opportunity for us to reaffirm our faith.
And what better way to do it than by bowing our heads in humility (towards Allah) and raising our hands to wish goodwill upon others.

Wishing all Muslims a blessed Aidiladha.

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Yogi Bear

In the mood for Cry Eye by Son Dam Bi


I was (and am still) never fond of yoga. Aside from being.. a plus-sized person, I found it not as interesting as BoA/DBSK/Rain/Son Dam Bi's moves. I don't even care if my friends said it really works; the sweats will come out as mad as the heavy rain or whatsoever. No yoga for me, no.

Let's for now put aside the mantras thingie. Yep I know most of you yogis don't do chanting in your yoga classes.

But the most important reason to me is the name of one of the poses which is Surya-namaskar (Sun Salutation). You see, I'd been reading a book about yoga nearly 20 years ago, when this thing wasn't a fad yet in this country. It was interesting to see the pictures of people doing the bending and twisting - like playing Twister ahaks :P. But then when I saw the name of that one pose, I was quite appalled with it. And suddenly the whole thing turned to be not as interesting as I thought.

In my opinion, though by doing the pose we don't actually saluting the sun (and never intend to, well, for the more-religious type, yeah), other non-Muslim yogis might see (and say) that we're doing that. And for people who don't even bother to be Muslim-friendly (or worst, those who are Muslim haters), they might say "Oh? And I thought they only bow to Lord Allah?". How does that feel, ladies and gentlemen? I had this thing happened quite recently when I shake my clasped hands up and down unintentionally, and this one stupid fella asked me (jokingly but hurtfully) "tuhan mana ko sembah ni?" (dalam hati aku cakap kurang hajar punye mangkok, rase nak lempang2).

Okay, you can say that, "Yeah, like whatever. It's not like we *really* salute the sun." If, and I say IF, the classes you have in that cool, air-conditioned, windowless room is actually made for the class followers to face the sun, what say you?

The fatwa done recently is not wrong, if you, as a Muslim, think about it deeply. Try to really, really ponder on it carefully before bashing here and there (I found Malaysian loves to bash everything about the government recently. Not that I'm pro-Gov or whatsoever). Bash me if you want, I'm all ears.

Besides, I'd rather love Yogi Bear than being a yogi.

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Sigh.

In the mood for Gone Crazy by Son Dam Bi

Budak yang aku suka tu cakap cam ni kat aku:

I like you
You're like my best friend

Hm.
Happy: He likes me.
Sad: I'm like his best friend.
Mad: I like him more than he likes me.
Happy: I'm like his best friend.
Sad: I can't be more than his best friend.
Mad: The fact that he said he likes me and then added the best friend part.
Happy: I'm like his best friend.
Confused: I'm like his best friend?

Baik aku masuk tido sekarang.

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Random-O-Rama III

WMP playin' Nobody by Wonder Girls






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How Come?

In the mood for 어쩌다 by Brown Eyed Girls



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Acara Muhibbah

In the mood for Nobody by Wonder Girls

Konon2nye la hari ni nak celebrate besdey Cik Ain n Fadx.. So plan telahpun dibuat pada awal minggu - kluar pagi Sabtu, jumpa kat Ampang Point, gi Klang makan sifud, singgah rumah Anis jap, pastu gi Aeon Bukit Tinggi untuk membeli belah sikit2 dan menonton Madagascar2/gumbira2 di funfair berhampiran ngan Aeon tu.

Probably about 4 days before: Anis cakap dia kena gi Perlis this weekend, ade relative nye wedding. Huh. Singgah rumah Anis - kensel.

About a day before: Ika cakap dia maybe takleh nak ikut, sebab dah start demam dan batuk2. Kalau jadi pun, dia akan bertolak dari rumah dia. Singgah rumah Ika - added to the list.

D-Day:

Plan nak gather kul 12 diganti dengan 12:30. Sampai kat Ampang Point, susah giler nak carik parking. Tawaf la about 4 kali, baru la dapat satu, Alhamdulillah. Singgah Coffee Bean jap membeli breakfast/brunch sementara tunggu yang lenlain sampai.

Dah semua sampai, board le keter Fadx. Ika tak jadi ikut sebab demam teruk. So kitorang pun drive la terus sampai Klang. Nak dijadikan citer, oleh sebab kitorang ni tatau sebenanye mana nak pergi, kitorang pun sesat la sampai Westport (I can hear Anis laughing at the background) Pusing punye pusing punye pusing, sampai la kat kedai sifud kat Tanjung Harapan dalam kul 3++.

Lepas makan sifud yang agak ok la jugak (set meal, rm25.40 each), kitorang pun gerak la menuju ke Aeon. Yang behnye, kitorang tak ikut jalan yang kitorang guna untuk sampai ke Tanjung Harapan, but ikut Meru kot (I can hear Anis laughing at the background again), when actually when we were at the rm0.50 toll Fadx did asked the toll girl which is the nearer way to get there and that girl replied, "The opposite way you guys are heading," and we didn't make the U-turn at all - instead, kitorang terusssssss je sampai la kena lalu town yang sungguh busy tahap dewata raya dan menyakitkan hati (nightmare kenduri Manyo kembali).

Pendekkan citer, sampai la jugak kat Aeon tuh... Kul bape tu kurang pasti. Shopping sket2, then lepak minum teh sat, pastu gi solat, pastu gerak ke tapak funfair (sebab Madagascar boleh ditonton di KL).

Masuk funfair excited giler. Aku n Fadx naik mende buaian pusing2 tu - aku nak naik tu sebab last time aku tup mata. It turns out kalau buka mata tak de la rasa horror. Or gaknye dah pening pusing2 kan.. so efek dia kurang sket ahaks :P Then kitorang naik mende alah bernama Top Gun. Aku rase orang gemuk cam aku ni tak leh naik mende alah tu sebab ia mendefy graviti secara terbalik, dan berat aku jatuh kat bahu (pressure tarikan graviti). Lebam wooo bahu aku kiri kanan... Tapi memang serunduts. Pastu Fadx n Ain masuk horror house yang tak horror, pastu diorang n Faa main coaster berpusing2 secara horizontal, and then last2 masuk Ferris Wheel yang bagi aku BAPAK punye bosan.

Dalam kul 10 lebey, Fadx call Ika tapi dia tak angkat. So we assume yang dia dah tido akibat demam. So kitorang pun gerak la kembali ke KL, tak jadi singgah rumah dia. Makan late supper kat warung nasi lemak mahal nak mamposss sebelah Ampang Point Shopping Center sambil mengumpat2 dan berborak2 tentang impian sampai dekat2 kul 1. Pastu teman Ain gi isi angin tayar kete dia. Then terus balik.

Tu je acara muhibbah kitorang yang berlangsung pada hari Sabtu, 15 November 2008.

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Ekhem.

In the mood for writing something down.

I dunno why.... The first time I knew that he's one of that species, I was so... down? Shocked? Disheartened? Despair? Oh - it's more like dejected.

He actually realised this and even asked that girl beside me, why did I act like that when he's around. Like whenever he talked or IMed me, I was like in "WHAT-everrr" mood. And when that girl highlighted that to me, I realised that maybe I showed too much dismayal towards him. And I don't even know him that well yet at that mo'.

And so, I kinda vowed to myself to treat him better. I tried being cheerful and excited to talk to him. And actually it worked. We kinda clicked together afterwards. I enjoyed his presence most of the time.

Now recently, I get to see him a lot, due to certain circumstances. And, yeah, since we have the same mentality level, we joked around, singing 80's, talked about authors and books and animes and mangas and stuffs, being buddy-buddy with each other. Until last night, that girl beside me highlighted that ever since he's around, I seemed not to be like my normal self.

...Which I feel that it's quite true to a certain extend.

That guy has a girlfriend (in which I thank Allah a lot). Knowing me, I won't express myself more in front of a guy who's single, unless if I really accept him as no more than a friend. Or a colleague. Something like that. But somehow, that made it mighty obvious that I'm on happy drugs when he's around, and some people would get the idea that I actually like him.

...In which I think I AM beginning to like him more than a friend. A lot. But yeah, like I said earlier, Alhamdulillah for the fact that he's got a GF and loves her a lot. And from what I heard from one of my dear friends, he's really loyal to his GF despite his playful nature.

Ah~ Torture.

Boleh tak kawin cepat2? Kalau laki orang, aku tanak.

Note to myself: This shouldn't be seen by that person... So make sure you avoid giving the link to this blog!

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October Updates.

In the mood for Eat You Up by BoA

Hahahah nampak sangat la malas sangat nak update hari2. Ni compilation for the whole month of October:

1. Suka pulak kat lagu Mirotic (DBSK) ngan Eat You Up (BoA) walaupun macam tiru lagu orang. Siap rip lagu dari YouTube tuh, nak masukkan dalam MP3 player. Suka gile pulak kat lagu Nobody (Wonder Girls) ngan 10 Points out of 10 Points (2pm). If only I can find a dance studio which can be used until 5am. Buleh la aku mengerakan diri lepas keje.

2. Sangat suka dengan Ssangchu Couple sekarang.. Kalau KHJ nak bercinta ngan HB in real life pun, aku kasi green light!!

3. Berjaya drive sampai ke rumah Anis. Lepas tu berjaya pulak pergi funfair dan main sampai bergegar jantung. Tu dekat2 kawasan rumah dia la. Patut aku ajak dia gegar2 jantung sekali. Tapi takkan la nak tinggalkan babies dia kat rumah while she's having fun, ye dak Anis?

4. Banyak nengok citer Jepun.. Citer Korea nengok Mawang je. Tu pun banyak fowed2 bab tak penting.

5. Dapat kad raya dari Anne - satu2 nye kad raya pada tahun ni. Yatta!

6. Duit raya tak luak langsung. (err.. Duit raya nak kasi bebdak la. Sendiri mana ade dapat hehhhhhhhh). Bole le guna untuk tambang bas lepas ni muahahahahaha :P

7. Banyak ngelat di opis. Kantoi ngan big boss (shame on me).

8. Gi karok ngan bebdak opis seramai 5 org (termasuk daku) lepas keje pada malam dapat gaji. Tapi tak beh sebab 2 jam je. Dah le makan tidbits je. Kalau ade soup ke, icecream ke.. takpe jugak?? Dah tu suara semua tak sampai, termasuk la lagu yang berlow note. Nasib baik tak amek lagu Yuna Ito. Kalau tak, buat segan je muahahahahaha.

9. Berjaya gaks baca buku Train Man.. So tau la dialog sebenar. Heh!

10. Turun 1kg lepas puasa enam. Sedangkan puasa 30 hari (tolak 9 hari) berat aku maintain je. Kenapa ek? Ape rasionalnye di situ?

11. Kezen aku bertunang dengan adik kepada kawan aku masa sekolah rendah dulu.

13. Berjaya beli 2 lai baju baru untuk dipakai ke opis, dan dapat lagi 2 lai baju dari ibu, beli kat Kelantan. Pakai dah satu baju tu gi rumah Anis ari tu.

14. Dua bulan dah tak nampak muka bebdak nih dan menjalankan aktibiti bersosial sesama sendiri.. Ajak beraya, semua busy lah, puasa lah, dating lah. Puasa dulu pun tak kluar. Err puasa tu ade la sekali berjumpa ngan Fadx lepas keje. Tu je la.

15. Kucing aku si Montel tu beranak 4 ekor pada Deepavali lepas. Semua bulu lebat je. Tapi kaler tak lawa langsung.

16. Adik2ku menangis masa konvo/graduation. Semua bukan happy tears. Sedeh tul.

17. Kena puji aku pakai eye make-up cantek. Muahahahaha mana ade dek... Akak ni tonyohhhh je. Tonyohhh tak hengat!

18. Dah 3 bulan tak serbis keter. Mau serbis jugak la esok ni. Jadi maka dengan ini beta pun nak masuk beradu supaya boleh beta bangkit sedikit awal pada siang hari nanti.

Ciaossu.

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I Want This for My Birthday, Woohoo!!

Now, if only it comes with PgUp-PgDn salt-and-pepper set...

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Sakit Mata

In the mood for 10/10 by 2pm


Ciannnn die..

Introducing... Si 'Gayung' heh heh heh :P

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Salam Aidilfitri 1429

In the mood for recycle balik posts lama hahahahaha!!!

To all my muslim blogreaders (yg insyaAllah cukup puasa tahun ni),




Quoted from iklan raya TV3 ini tahun:

Baru habis puasa, jangan tambah dosa!

(rasenye ayat nye sebegitu lah.)

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Hangers

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Random-o-rama (con't)

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Random-o-rama

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The Differences Between Star Wars & Harry Potter

Via http://www.bspcn.com/

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Photos

toothpastefordinner.com

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Stuffy Nose

Eishhh... Idong sumbat. Tak suka idong sumbat taim bulan posa ni. One thing aku tak leh nak guna remedy yang selalu aku guna kalau sumbat siang hari. Ade sampai satu hari tu rase cam takleh nak bernapas langsung, terasa macam nak buka posa je masa tu sebab nak guna remedy tu. Another thing aku tak leh nak rasa makanan/minuman yang aku dah beli dengan susah payah kat pasar ramadan. Terasa rugi la kan. Geram pun ade. Tsk.

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Kebosanan di Opis

In the mood for jalan2 buat pasal.

Bosan sungguh... Bukannye tak de keje pun. Ni sementara nak tunggu email dari Syukri sebab nak kena hantar report. Selagi dia tak hantar email tu selagi tu laa aku tak leh nak hantar report.

Gehhh.

Jadi dalam pada aku tengah aku rajin nak menaip entry ni aku taip je la kan.. karang2 dah balik rumah malas pulak nak menaip. Alah menaip ni pun dari kiosk, bukannye dari terminal sendiri. Hmm.

Tengah bosan2 ni bukak la balik archive aku tahun 2003. Baca balik entries lama. Huhh... rajin betul menaip taim tu. Sebenanye kalau laa kat terminal sendiri buleh nak blogging semua, hari2 aku apdet. Ni setakat Twitter je, tu pun update dari Citrix sebab CWD takley masuk Twitter ni pun. Hahaha.

Ape nak citer? Banyak sebenarnye nak citer. Tapi tu la tiap kali depan keyboard musti kena writer's block punye. Hampeh dak? Terkubur la niat nak menaip novel untuk menjana pendapatan tambahan. Jadi dah alang2 kat kiosk ni baikle aku menaip sesikit, so that tak de la bersawang je blog aku nih hahahaha.

Oh ye, aku jugak ade menerima several awards dari Anis.. Thanks yer Anis. Cuma aku ni maleh sket nak mengopi links tersebut. Maklomlah bukan kat pc sendiri. Cakap pasal pc sendiri ni, pc aku yang kat rumah tu akan menyambut 1-year anniversary tak berrepair. Ye tahniah tahniah kepada aku yang malas ni.

Hmm okeh laa.. aku nak balik ke tempat asalku... nengok Syukri dah antar email dia ke belom. Kalau dah, bulehla aku send the report dan pergi solat terawih heh heh.

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Regrets are futile (Sesal kemudian tidak berguna).

Tengah tunggu masa sesuei nak tido..

A dear friend of mine lost her mother two Sundays back. Maybe at that time she needed someone to talk to, so she called me that night about 5 mins to midnight.

Unknowingly to her, I was angry at my dear sister at that time. At that particular time when the phone rang, I was driving, and the phone was in my bag. It took me quite a time to rummage thru my bag for the phone (as it was quite distracting despite the awesome song I used for the ring tone). Then at that time I needed to shift gears, so what I did was I just threw the bag to my sis for her to get the phone from my bag. And just when she get a hold of my phone, the ringing stopped.

At the traffic light, I snatched the phone from her hands and saw my friend's name on the screen. And I called her back (while the light's still red). I detected something wrong from the tone of her voice, but what I did was, I told her that I was driving and will get back to her as soon as I reached home.

And I reached home. It didn't occur to me that I promised to give her a call back until 30 mins after midnight. "Oh craps," I said, and sent her a text message asking whether she's still awake or not. And she called me back. And we talked about her plans to move back to her hometown, plans to hang out together when we have time, something like that and some other non-fancy things. And yeah-uhuh-byebye-takecare. She sounded fine, I thought, but not as merry as before.

And last night while I was browsing thru my FB account, I saw her FB status update.

Fuzzy (the name has been changed to protect her identity, but you can see it in my FB) is missing her late mum. I could feel her presence still but I could never meet her again, I miss you so much, mak.

And I was totally in shock mode. When did this happen? I backtracked her profile in FB and FS. I even texted her. And there, the date. 24 Aug. Two Sundays back. And when I checked the last call she made to me, it was that same unfortunate date. I felt so guilty for not being there for her when she needed me the most. Well, might not be the most lar, but then I do think I was among the first who crossed her mind when she was so down at that time. And most importantly, why didn't I ask her last time if there's something wrong, right when I called her back on that day?

Deep down inside, I was crying. I feel like a bad person, who ignores a friend in need of my support.

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Salam Ramadhan

In the mood for Super☆Looper by YA-KYIM

Dear all fellow Muslim & Muslimah,

Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa dalam bulan Ramadhan 1429H.
Semoga ibadah anda diterima dan diberkati Allah Taala.

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(hehe klakar pulak nengok greeting in English but the rest in BM)