In the mood for jalan2 buat pasal.
Bosan sungguh... Bukannye tak de keje pun. Ni sementara nak tunggu email dari Syukri sebab nak kena hantar report. Selagi dia tak hantar email tu selagi tu laa aku tak leh nak hantar report.
Gehhh.
Jadi dalam pada aku tengah aku rajin nak menaip entry ni aku taip je la kan.. karang2 dah balik rumah malas pulak nak menaip. Alah menaip ni pun dari kiosk, bukannye dari terminal sendiri. Hmm.
Tengah bosan2 ni bukak la balik archive aku tahun 2003. Baca balik entries lama. Huhh... rajin betul menaip taim tu. Sebenanye kalau laa kat terminal sendiri buleh nak blogging semua, hari2 aku apdet. Ni setakat Twitter je, tu pun update dari Citrix sebab CWD takley masuk Twitter ni pun. Hahaha.
Ape nak citer? Banyak sebenarnye nak citer. Tapi tu la tiap kali depan keyboard musti kena writer's block punye. Hampeh dak? Terkubur la niat nak menaip novel untuk menjana pendapatan tambahan. Jadi dah alang2 kat kiosk ni baikle aku menaip sesikit, so that tak de la bersawang je blog aku nih hahahaha.
Oh ye, aku jugak ade menerima several awards dari Anis.. Thanks yer Anis. Cuma aku ni maleh sket nak mengopi links tersebut. Maklomlah bukan kat pc sendiri. Cakap pasal pc sendiri ni, pc aku yang kat rumah tu akan menyambut 1-year anniversary tak berrepair. Ye tahniah tahniah kepada aku yang malas ni.
Hmm okeh laa.. aku nak balik ke tempat asalku... nengok Syukri dah antar email dia ke belom. Kalau dah, bulehla aku send the report dan pergi solat terawih heh heh.
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
Wednesday, September 10
Wednesday, September 3
Regrets are futile (Sesal kemudian tidak berguna).
Tengah tunggu masa sesuei nak tido..
A dear friend of mine lost her mother two Sundays back. Maybe at that time she needed someone to talk to, so she called me that night about 5 mins to midnight.
Unknowingly to her, I was angry at my dear sister at that time. At that particular time when the phone rang, I was driving, and the phone was in my bag. It took me quite a time to rummage thru my bag for the phone (as it was quite distracting despite the awesome song I used for the ring tone). Then at that time I needed to shift gears, so what I did was I just threw the bag to my sis for her to get the phone from my bag. And just when she get a hold of my phone, the ringing stopped.
At the traffic light, I snatched the phone from her hands and saw my friend's name on the screen. And I called her back (while the light's still red). I detected something wrong from the tone of her voice, but what I did was, I told her that I was driving and will get back to her as soon as I reached home.
And I reached home. It didn't occur to me that I promised to give her a call back until 30 mins after midnight. "Oh craps," I said, and sent her a text message asking whether she's still awake or not. And she called me back. And we talked about her plans to move back to her hometown, plans to hang out together when we have time, something like that and some other non-fancy things. And yeah-uhuh-byebye-takecare. She sounded fine, I thought, but not as merry as before.
And last night while I was browsing thru my FB account, I saw her FB status update.
Deep down inside, I was crying. I feel like a bad person, who ignores a friend in need of my support.
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
A dear friend of mine lost her mother two Sundays back. Maybe at that time she needed someone to talk to, so she called me that night about 5 mins to midnight.
Unknowingly to her, I was angry at my dear sister at that time. At that particular time when the phone rang, I was driving, and the phone was in my bag. It took me quite a time to rummage thru my bag for the phone (as it was quite distracting despite the awesome song I used for the ring tone). Then at that time I needed to shift gears, so what I did was I just threw the bag to my sis for her to get the phone from my bag. And just when she get a hold of my phone, the ringing stopped.
At the traffic light, I snatched the phone from her hands and saw my friend's name on the screen. And I called her back (while the light's still red). I detected something wrong from the tone of her voice, but what I did was, I told her that I was driving and will get back to her as soon as I reached home.
And I reached home. It didn't occur to me that I promised to give her a call back until 30 mins after midnight. "Oh craps," I said, and sent her a text message asking whether she's still awake or not. And she called me back. And we talked about her plans to move back to her hometown, plans to hang out together when we have time, something like that and some other non-fancy things. And yeah-uhuh-byebye-takecare. She sounded fine, I thought, but not as merry as before.
And last night while I was browsing thru my FB account, I saw her FB status update.
Fuzzy (the name has been changed to protect her identity, but you can see it in my FB) is missing her late mum. I could feel her presence still but I could never meet her again, I miss you so much, mak.And I was totally in shock mode. When did this happen? I backtracked her profile in FB and FS. I even texted her. And there, the date. 24 Aug. Two Sundays back. And when I checked the last call she made to me, it was that same unfortunate date. I felt so guilty for not being there for her when she needed me the most. Well, might not be the most lar, but then I do think I was among the first who crossed her mind when she was so down at that time. And most importantly, why didn't I ask her last time if there's something wrong, right when I called her back on that day?
Deep down inside, I was crying. I feel like a bad person, who ignores a friend in need of my support.
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
Monday, September 1
Salam Ramadhan
In the mood for Super☆Looper by YA-KYIM
Dear all fellow Muslim & Muslimah,
Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa dalam bulan Ramadhan 1429H.
Semoga ibadah anda diterima dan diberkati Allah Taala.
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
(hehe klakar pulak nengok greeting in English but the rest in BM)
Dear all fellow Muslim & Muslimah,
Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa dalam bulan Ramadhan 1429H.
Semoga ibadah anda diterima dan diberkati Allah Taala.
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
(hehe klakar pulak nengok greeting in English but the rest in BM)
Thursday, August 28
/* Socialize */
In the mood for Maou
I'm a full-pledged antisocial (self-claimed).
I hate to wait in line; I'd rather wait until 11pm on Saturday nights just to do shopping at Tesco.
I'd watch the telly rather than gossiping with fellow dinner-mates.
I'd sit in front of the PC rather than going for time-consuming office meetings.
I'd stay at home, sleeping, rather than going to weddings.
I'd mind my own business in the transportation on my way back from work rather than talking to that girl from the same pick-up point.
I'd go to Sushi King by myself rather than eating at the food court with the others.
I'd close all doors and windows, and lower the curtains if my parents aren't home.
I'd rather not invite others in my ride - just because of the clutters.
I'd watch live (and recorded) singing performances rather than going to the gym.
I'd stay in my room and relax when going for a vacation, rather than going for any tours or sightseeing.
Sarcasm is my new second language.
There are so many more to list down, but these are all that came into my mind at the mo'.
But does that means I don't have a life? Define 'Life'.
Like the saying 'people come in different shapes and sizes', your definition of 'Life' is not the same as others. So why bother criticizing others?
Ah but then, despite your 'concerns', I really think I do need to socialize more. But that is up to my own jurisdiction, no?
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
I'm a full-pledged antisocial (self-claimed).
I hate to wait in line; I'd rather wait until 11pm on Saturday nights just to do shopping at Tesco.
I'd watch the telly rather than gossiping with fellow dinner-mates.
I'd sit in front of the PC rather than going for time-consuming office meetings.
I'd stay at home, sleeping, rather than going to weddings.
I'd mind my own business in the transportation on my way back from work rather than talking to that girl from the same pick-up point.
I'd go to Sushi King by myself rather than eating at the food court with the others.
I'd close all doors and windows, and lower the curtains if my parents aren't home.
I'd rather not invite others in my ride - just because of the clutters.
I'd watch live (and recorded) singing performances rather than going to the gym.
I'd stay in my room and relax when going for a vacation, rather than going for any tours or sightseeing.
Sarcasm is my new second language.
There are so many more to list down, but these are all that came into my mind at the mo'.
But does that means I don't have a life? Define 'Life'.
Like the saying 'people come in different shapes and sizes', your definition of 'Life' is not the same as others. So why bother criticizing others?
Ah but then, despite your 'concerns', I really think I do need to socialize more. But that is up to my own jurisdiction, no?
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
Friday, August 22
Thursday, August 21
Swingin' with Secret Code
In the mood for Secret Code by KinKi Kids
Tsuyo-pon~!! Kyaa~ah!!
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
Tsuyo-pon~!! Kyaa~ah!!
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
Sunday, August 17
Can't help it...
In the mood for Life Goes On by CHEMISTRY

hmm..
hmm..
hmm..
how do i start this.
i'm tired.
i feel like looking for a fresh start elsewhere.
i'm bored.
i feel underappreciated (is that a word?).
i should've typed this earlier.
(i'm actually facing a high-risk situation here)
i hate to say this, but i feel mixed emotions right now - more negative 'uns. why? just because of this one despicable person. shutting down opportunities for me to step further. wasting my time in this self-proclaimed 'best place'. best place to backstab or pulling others down, more like it.
but, i'm still waiting for the result. if it's in my favour, maybe i'll think twice of letting go.
'whatever kind of world i sketch, i can't see tomorrow'
or so arashi-tachi said.
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy

hmm..
hmm..
hmm..
how do i start this.
i'm tired.
i feel like looking for a fresh start elsewhere.
i'm bored.
i feel underappreciated (is that a word?).
i should've typed this earlier.
(i'm actually facing a high-risk situation here)
i hate to say this, but i feel mixed emotions right now - more negative 'uns. why? just because of this one despicable person. shutting down opportunities for me to step further. wasting my time in this self-proclaimed 'best place'. best place to backstab or pulling others down, more like it.
but, i'm still waiting for the result. if it's in my favour, maybe i'll think twice of letting go.
'whatever kind of world i sketch, i can't see tomorrow'
or so arashi-tachi said.
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
Saturday, August 9
Friday, August 8
Kebenaran
In the mood for Truth by Arashi
I just can't resist posting this here! Later, the PV aight?
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
I just can't resist posting this here! Later, the PV aight?
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
Thursday, August 7
flickr 888
via http://bunnehmunches.blogspot.com/

24 Hours of Flickr is back - this year it was on this Friday, August 8th !
Given the success of last year’s event, we hope that you’ll join us in celebration of another 24 Hours of Flickr – Flickr 888 on Friday, August 8th, 2008 (8-8-8!), a most auspicious day! How can you participate? Take a photo any time during the twenty-four hour period that’s August 8th where you are and then share it with the group.
Gonna get my camera ready!
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy

24 Hours of Flickr is back - this year it was on this Friday, August 8th !
Given the success of last year’s event, we hope that you’ll join us in celebration of another 24 Hours of Flickr – Flickr 888 on Friday, August 8th, 2008 (8-8-8!), a most auspicious day! How can you participate? Take a photo any time during the twenty-four hour period that’s August 8th where you are and then share it with the group.
Gonna get my camera ready!
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
Thursday, July 31
Raja Sehari?
In the mood for Kissing You by SoShi. Aku pun tak paham apsal aku asek nyanyi lagu nih je ari ni
Baru2 ni aku termasuk la dekat photo album kepunyaan bukan Facebook fren aku. Saje la masuk, nak nengok gambar dia yang melampau2. Sekali ade la pulak gambar dia kat satu wedding nih. Hmm muka pengantin lelaki tu macam kenal je... Hmm.. Ha? Ghopenye budak yang aku penah minat dulu.
Masa nengok gambar dia tu, aku tak de terasa sayu ke ape. Maybe sebab last time (or was it last year? Or two years back?) aku dah berniat melepaskan segala rasa suka aku kat dia, so sebab tu tak terasa ape. Rugi pun idak. Hahaha. Eh betul tau ni betul.
Ok, back on the track. Bila aku nengok gambar dia, terasa macam dia sungguh awkward berpakaian pengantin. Hmm maybe la sebab sekali tu je pakai baju kawin kan, so muka pun tak leh ejas la. Tapi bila aku pikir2 balik, memang sungguh tak kacak dia memakai baju tu (padahal sebelom ni dia dikira macam lelaki idaman malaya lah.. hehe). Nak kata nampak perut boncet, gambar semua kat meja makan beradab.
Simpati kat bini dia, laki dia tak nampak emsem dalam gambar. Takleh nak buat gambar saiz A3 untuk digantung di ruang tamu. Harharhar.
Tertanya2 jugak aku, masa menempah/menyewa baju pengantin tu, yang groom ni tak test dulu ke? Cantik ke idak? Kacak ke idak? Sesuwei ke idak? Panas ke idak?
Ni musti penangan citer WGM nih... maklomlah aku nengok Crown J test baju kawen for photography session. So, maka di bawah sedar aku pun terpikir la macam tu. Kena ade test baju nye session dulu. KaKaKaKaKa :P
Nanti bila aku nak kawen, aku nak suruh jugak bakal laki aku pegi test design baju yang macam mana sesuwei ngan dia. Boleh dak?
But it's not like I'm getting married in the near future.
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
Baru2 ni aku termasuk la dekat photo album kepunyaan bukan Facebook fren aku. Saje la masuk, nak nengok gambar dia yang melampau2. Sekali ade la pulak gambar dia kat satu wedding nih. Hmm muka pengantin lelaki tu macam kenal je... Hmm.. Ha? Ghopenye budak yang aku penah minat dulu.
Masa nengok gambar dia tu, aku tak de terasa sayu ke ape. Maybe sebab last time (or was it last year? Or two years back?) aku dah berniat melepaskan segala rasa suka aku kat dia, so sebab tu tak terasa ape. Rugi pun idak. Hahaha. Eh betul tau ni betul.
Ok, back on the track. Bila aku nengok gambar dia, terasa macam dia sungguh awkward berpakaian pengantin. Hmm maybe la sebab sekali tu je pakai baju kawin kan, so muka pun tak leh ejas la. Tapi bila aku pikir2 balik, memang sungguh tak kacak dia memakai baju tu (padahal sebelom ni dia dikira macam lelaki idaman malaya lah.. hehe). Nak kata nampak perut boncet, gambar semua kat meja makan beradab.
Simpati kat bini dia, laki dia tak nampak emsem dalam gambar. Takleh nak buat gambar saiz A3 untuk digantung di ruang tamu. Harharhar.
Tertanya2 jugak aku, masa menempah/menyewa baju pengantin tu, yang groom ni tak test dulu ke? Cantik ke idak? Kacak ke idak? Sesuwei ke idak? Panas ke idak?
Ni musti penangan citer WGM nih... maklomlah aku nengok Crown J test baju kawen for photography session. So, maka di bawah sedar aku pun terpikir la macam tu. Kena ade test baju nye session dulu. KaKaKaKaKa :P
Nanti bila aku nak kawen, aku nak suruh jugak bakal laki aku pegi test design baju yang macam mana sesuwei ngan dia. Boleh dak?
But it's not like I'm getting married in the near future.
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
Friday, July 25
... But please call me dB
In the mood for U-Go-Girl by Lee Hyo Ri

This was shown on my Yahoo.com page today. Selalunye lepas log out emel, terus aku click on the quick links on my Firefox. Tapi this time as I moved my mouse pointer towards the quickies, ternampak la header nih... so tertarik la nak membacanya.
Cakap pasal nama pelik2 ni... kat Malaysia ni belambak2. Kalau tak pelik pada nama, pelik pada ejaan. Paling2 koman pun, nama panjang berjela. Nak unik la konon.
Kesian kang pada budak tu nanti. Camne cikgu dia nak panggil dia nanti kat sekolah? Paling2 tidak pun, musti kena ejek dengan kawan2. Kalau aku yang nama pendek ni pun buleh kena ejek, apetah lagi orang yang nama panjang beribu2 perkataan kilometrico nih. Bak kata Judge Rob Murfitt and I quote,
Haa.. lagi naya kalau nak kawin. Karang tuk kadi nak sebut nama budak tu and the spouse, tak cukup napas kalau masing2 nama panjang melampau. Persoalannye, sah tak nikah tu? Gamaknye sebab tu la sekarang ni ramai budak Melayu prefer bersekedudukan dari hidup secara sah.
So, my advice is, just make your child's name sweet and simple. Senang nak panggil di dunia dan di akhirat. Tak de la membazir ruang dalam borang surat beranak ke IC ke. Pastu nama panjang2, panggilnye Nor/Siti/Din/Ji/Mat/Mok je. Buek ponek jo nulih.
In my case, dB represents both my nickname online and offline. So since my name pun already pendek, takde masalah kan?
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy

A New Zealand judge takes a stand against parents who give their children bizarre names.
This was shown on my Yahoo.com page today. Selalunye lepas log out emel, terus aku click on the quick links on my Firefox. Tapi this time as I moved my mouse pointer towards the quickies, ternampak la header nih... so tertarik la nak membacanya.
Cakap pasal nama pelik2 ni... kat Malaysia ni belambak2. Kalau tak pelik pada nama, pelik pada ejaan. Paling2 koman pun, nama panjang berjela. Nak unik la konon.
Kesian kang pada budak tu nanti. Camne cikgu dia nak panggil dia nanti kat sekolah? Paling2 tidak pun, musti kena ejek dengan kawan2. Kalau aku yang nama pendek ni pun buleh kena ejek, apetah lagi orang yang nama panjang beribu2 perkataan kilometrico nih. Bak kata Judge Rob Murfitt and I quote,
It makes a fool of the child and sets her up with a social disability and handicap, unnecessarily.Betul kan?
Haa.. lagi naya kalau nak kawin. Karang tuk kadi nak sebut nama budak tu and the spouse, tak cukup napas kalau masing2 nama panjang melampau. Persoalannye, sah tak nikah tu? Gamaknye sebab tu la sekarang ni ramai budak Melayu prefer bersekedudukan dari hidup secara sah.
So, my advice is, just make your child's name sweet and simple. Senang nak panggil di dunia dan di akhirat. Tak de la membazir ruang dalam borang surat beranak ke IC ke. Pastu nama panjang2, panggilnye Nor/Siti/Din/Ji/Mat/Mok je. Buek ponek jo nulih.
In my case, dB represents both my nickname online and offline. So since my name pun already pendek, takde masalah kan?
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
Wednesday, July 16
Wednesday, July 9
Kekkon Dekinai Onna
ok... before anything, saje laa nak eksplen kenapa laa lama sangat tak update. the reasons are simple:
1. busy nak mam;
2. tak de idea; and
3. last post aku gambar chantek.. muahahaha!!
ok. back to the subject. achely aku baaaru je tamat menuntun citer Kekkon Dekinai Otoko (結婚できない男/The Man Who Can't Get Married / He Who Can't Marry)... berjaya jugak mengabihkannye setelah bape lama tah beli. achely citer dia agak menarik la jugak, but i dun think it wld appeal to ppl bawah 28 tahun. huh. tua dah aku. since dekat web ni ade sinopsis cerita, maka aku skip je la part tu.
ape kaitan dengan tajuk post ni pulak? haha sebenanye saje la nak cite nih, mamat yang aku penah usha satu ketika dulu dah kawin... bulan 3 lepas. huuu melepas. mujur la bini lawa. kalau tak lawa tu musti aku regret sehabis2. so, aku consider meself as kekkon dekinai.. sampai la jumpa jodoh. harharhar.
tu je. ni aku sebenanye menaip kol 7 pagi. kepala pun dah senget. macam minah senget. so kesimpulannye kalau korang baca sampai ke ayat terakhir ni, aku nak ucapkan terima kasih la. ok. tu je. lenkali apdet lagi.
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
Thursday, June 12
Wednesday, June 11
Kisah Memberi Pendapat
In the mood for Misetekure by Kanjani8 and Hwabun by Loveholic
Ade sorang kawan aku ni... kita kasi nama dia Es. Es ni sejak kebelakangan ni asyik mengadu,
1. kerja dia banyak,
2. dah la dia buat keje slow,
3. tak de orang leh tolong dia sebab sibuk dengan keje sendiri,
4. dah tu dia pun segan nak memintak pertolongan orang lain (katanya xde confidence),
5. lepas tu anak dia tak de orang yang jaga elok2,
6. lepas tu dia pun asyik sakit2 je,
7. dah le laki dia tidooo je manjang, tak jaga anak dia betul2.
Secara jujurnye aku cakap, aku dah bosan dengar mende ni. Hari2 repeat mende yang sama. Okla, tak de la hari2, tapi bila ade peluang je musti dia nak ngadu.
Bukan la aku tanak dengar orang ngadu kat aku, tapi kalau kena sogok dengan mende yang sama hari2 mau tak bosan, tul dak? Siap aku buleh agak ape next thing yang dia akan cakap. Tapi kadang2 tu ade la tambah mende baru yang aku tak penah dengar sebelom ni.. so.. in a way tak de la sama hari2... kan? Hmm..
Ok, berbalik kepada memberi pendapat. Dah dia asyik tanye je ape pendapat aku, aku pun memberikan la pendapat. Pada pendapatan aku, pendapat yang aku kasi tu ade banyak plus la dari minus (that includes more time with her kid. Can you guess what's my suggestion?). Tapi Es ni, being Es, still berbolak-balik eventho dia buleh nampak ape pluses tu.
And now, sampai ke tunjang cerita. I actually have a history of giving bad suggestions/advices. Eh, tak de la 'bad', but in a sense that previously people who ignores my advices mostly happy with their own choice. So terasa la seperti, baik aku takyah kasi pendapat. 'Cause I'd be a wee bit bitter if someone who bugged me with their problems like God knows how many times and then choose not to follow my advices. Buek ponek jo.
Ade kes lain pulak, takmo terima pendapat dari aku tapi kalau orang lain kasi pendapat sama dia terima. Macam kawanku si X ni, aku cakap gini gini gini, dia nak jugak buat gitu gitu gitu. Tapi bila kawan baik dia yang lain cakap sejibon cam aku cakap tu (gini gini gini tu la), X ni buleh pulak nak ikot. Siap cakap kat aku, kawan dia cakap gini gini gini pilihan yang tepat. Padahal aku yang kasi suggestion tu dulu. Hampeh.
But now that I really thought about it, in a way it does help that someone to think of other choices that might not be unthinkable before. Correct? And in the 2nd case study, maybe kawan baik dia cakap dengan nada lain yang lebih mudah didigest oleh haiwan berfikiran simple itew. So maybe that's why dia buleh terima yang tu dari ape yang aku suggest.
Berbalik kepada citer Es tu, she did say that my advice does help her a bit in making decision. But, yeah, still berbolak-balik. Being down, I asked her, have she consulted her mom about this? She said, yep, and the suggestion given was to do the opposite of mine. Aku pun cakap, baik ikut saja cakap mak. Berkat.
Up to her whether to follow that last advice or not.
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
Ade sorang kawan aku ni... kita kasi nama dia Es. Es ni sejak kebelakangan ni asyik mengadu,
1. kerja dia banyak,
2. dah la dia buat keje slow,
3. tak de orang leh tolong dia sebab sibuk dengan keje sendiri,
4. dah tu dia pun segan nak memintak pertolongan orang lain (katanya xde confidence),
5. lepas tu anak dia tak de orang yang jaga elok2,
6. lepas tu dia pun asyik sakit2 je,
7. dah le laki dia tidooo je manjang, tak jaga anak dia betul2.
Secara jujurnye aku cakap, aku dah bosan dengar mende ni. Hari2 repeat mende yang sama. Okla, tak de la hari2, tapi bila ade peluang je musti dia nak ngadu.
Bukan la aku tanak dengar orang ngadu kat aku, tapi kalau kena sogok dengan mende yang sama hari2 mau tak bosan, tul dak? Siap aku buleh agak ape next thing yang dia akan cakap. Tapi kadang2 tu ade la tambah mende baru yang aku tak penah dengar sebelom ni.. so.. in a way tak de la sama hari2... kan? Hmm..
Ok, berbalik kepada memberi pendapat. Dah dia asyik tanye je ape pendapat aku, aku pun memberikan la pendapat. Pada pendapatan aku, pendapat yang aku kasi tu ade banyak plus la dari minus (that includes more time with her kid. Can you guess what's my suggestion?). Tapi Es ni, being Es, still berbolak-balik eventho dia buleh nampak ape pluses tu.
And now, sampai ke tunjang cerita. I actually have a history of giving bad suggestions/advices. Eh, tak de la 'bad', but in a sense that previously people who ignores my advices mostly happy with their own choice. So terasa la seperti, baik aku takyah kasi pendapat. 'Cause I'd be a wee bit bitter if someone who bugged me with their problems like God knows how many times and then choose not to follow my advices. Buek ponek jo.
Ade kes lain pulak, takmo terima pendapat dari aku tapi kalau orang lain kasi pendapat sama dia terima. Macam kawanku si X ni, aku cakap gini gini gini, dia nak jugak buat gitu gitu gitu. Tapi bila kawan baik dia yang lain cakap sejibon cam aku cakap tu (gini gini gini tu la), X ni buleh pulak nak ikot. Siap cakap kat aku, kawan dia cakap gini gini gini pilihan yang tepat. Padahal aku yang kasi suggestion tu dulu. Hampeh.
But now that I really thought about it, in a way it does help that someone to think of other choices that might not be unthinkable before. Correct? And in the 2nd case study, maybe kawan baik dia cakap dengan nada lain yang lebih mudah didigest oleh haiwan berfikiran simple itew. So maybe that's why dia buleh terima yang tu dari ape yang aku suggest.
Berbalik kepada citer Es tu, she did say that my advice does help her a bit in making decision. But, yeah, still berbolak-balik. Being down, I asked her, have she consulted her mom about this? She said, yep, and the suggestion given was to do the opposite of mine. Aku pun cakap, baik ikut saja cakap mak. Berkat.
Up to her whether to follow that last advice or not.
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
Tuesday, June 10
Saturday, June 7
Delayed Telecast
In the mood for O2 by Orange Range
Hmm. This time I blame it on PR (a game I played like it's the end of the world in FB, yeah I know lotsa my FB frens being cold toward me because of this, so I gladly announce that I retire from it... for now. But if I do continue playing it in the future, I promise (if Allah wills) I won't send daily invites to you. But, it'll be much better if you just add the app(s), then just leave it if you don't feel like trying it out. That way you won't receive any invites anymore, rite? Hehe panjang pulak justifikasi nih).
Seriously, this app has taken most of my online-streaming-vids time and also my blogging/tumblring time. Nasib baik la twitter aku nih ade.. so in a way I do update my blog la =D
And also, banyak jugak nak bercerita ni... tapi since I don't think a compilation of it would be appealing, so I'll make different posts for different stories.
Supaya tidak lupa, better aku list down kat post nih jugak keywords yang nak cerita in the near future:
1. We Got Married
2. Albutt d'Five
3. Old team
4. Naik minyak
5. Kehilangan
6. ... dah tk ingat dah. Nanti2 la ingat.
And also, since bulan lepas aku rase takde sejibon pun Lo5 kat tumblr, so aku kena bayar hutang la.. bape ye Lo5 sebulan aku cakap nak buat last time? Oh, 10 entries termasuk Lo5. So, bulan ni buat 20 la??? Haish. Nasib baik la "termasuk".
Ok lah for now. Nak nengok WGM Andy+Solbi b4 subuh. Nanti later2 aku update lagik.
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
Hmm. This time I blame it on PR (a game I played like it's the end of the world in FB, yeah I know lotsa my FB frens being cold toward me because of this, so I gladly announce that I retire from it... for now. But if I do continue playing it in the future, I promise (if Allah wills) I won't send daily invites to you. But, it'll be much better if you just add the app(s), then just leave it if you don't feel like trying it out. That way you won't receive any invites anymore, rite? Hehe panjang pulak justifikasi nih).
Seriously, this app has taken most of my online-streaming-vids time and also my blogging/tumblring time. Nasib baik la twitter aku nih ade.. so in a way I do update my blog la =D
And also, banyak jugak nak bercerita ni... tapi since I don't think a compilation of it would be appealing, so I'll make different posts for different stories.
Supaya tidak lupa, better aku list down kat post nih jugak keywords yang nak cerita in the near future:
1. We Got Married
2. Albutt d'Five
3. Old team
4. Naik minyak
5. Kehilangan
6. ... dah tk ingat dah. Nanti2 la ingat.
And also, since bulan lepas aku rase takde sejibon pun Lo5 kat tumblr, so aku kena bayar hutang la.. bape ye Lo5 sebulan aku cakap nak buat last time? Oh, 10 entries termasuk Lo5. So, bulan ni buat 20 la??? Haish. Nasib baik la "termasuk".
Ok lah for now. Nak nengok WGM Andy+Solbi b4 subuh. Nanti later2 aku update lagik.
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
Thursday, June 5
Saturday, May 3
If you've fallen in crazy love boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
In the mood for Fan by Epik High
oh 가질수가 없어도
내 머릿속에 서라도
만질수가 없어도
그저 헛된 꿈이라도
말할수가 없어도
멀리서 숨어서라도
You know I do
널 사랑한다고
내가 누군지는 몰라도
Oh baby don't you know
내 이름도 모르죠
오늘도 밤새도록 맘 졸이고
그대 바라보고 있죠
Oh so beutiful
손에 쥔 당신의 독사진
세상의 환호성에 파묻힌
내 미친 사랑의 속삭임
듣고 있지도 않겠죠
난 죽어도 안되겠죠
그러겠죠 다음 세상에도
내가 누군지도 모르고 살겠죠
너무나도 그댈 가지고 싶어
난 돌이킬수가 없죠
오늘밤도 입을 맞추고 싶어
베개를 꽉 붙잡겠죠
오늘이 우리의 첫 만남이
맞는거겠죠
그런 문답은 언제나
당신만 하는 거겠죠
나는 그대 뒷모습에
오늘도 말을 걸겠죠
항상 같은건데도
떨림에 인사를 건네죠
이 세상의 모든 귀를 막아도
그대만은 내 말을 들어줘
멀어지는 그대 뒷모습에
굳어가는 나는 들었죠
멀리서 저 멀리서 점이 되어가
어디에서 그댈 볼 수 있을까
말해줘
oh 가질수가 없어도
내 머릿속에 서라도
만질수가 없어도
그저 헛된 꿈이라도
말할수가 없어도
멀리서 숨어서라도
You know I do 널 사랑한다고
내가 누군지는 몰라도
내 머릿속에 서라도
만질수가 없어도
그저 헛된 꿈이라도
말할수가 없어도
멀리서 숨어서라도
You know I do 널 사랑한다고
내가 누군지는 몰라도
오늘은 왜 웃지 않고
있을까 그대 무슨 일인지
별일 아니었음 좋겠는데
시름이 가득한 그대 얼굴
난 볼 수 가 없는데
차라리 내가 아픈게 낫겠어
그럴 수 가 없는게
너무나도 안타까워
오늘 하루만은
날 반가워 잘있었죠
물어본다면
대답 할 수 있는 날 안아줘
닿지도 만질수도
안을수도 없는 그대여
오늘밤도 난 그댈 만나러 가요
내 꿈속에서
꿈속에서라도 모두가 말리고
내 사랑 비웃더라도
미쳤다고 모두가 말하고
온 세상 지우더라도
당신은 내껀데
보잘것 없는 시선들에게 뺏겨
왜 No 난 절대 못해
나만 바라보게 해줄께
모든걸 다 줄께 입맞출 때
세상을 다 가져다 줄께
절때 날 떠나가지 못하게
불이 꺼져버린
가슴에 가둘께
You are My star
I'm your no1 fan
baby please take my hand
oh 가질수가 없어도
내 머릿속에 서라도
만질수가 없어도
그저 헛된 꿈이라도
말할수가 없어도
멀리서 숨어서라도
You know I do
널 사랑한다고
내가 누군지는 몰라도
내 머릿속에 서라도
만질수가 없어도
그저 헛된 꿈이라도
말할수가 없어도
멀리서 숨어서라도
You know I do
널 사랑한다고
내가 누군지는 몰라도
oh 가질수가 없어도
내 머릿속에 서라도
만질수가 없어도
그저 헛된 꿈이라도
말할수가 없어도
멀리서 숨어서라도
You know I do
널 사랑한다고
내가 누군지는 몰라도
내 머릿속에 서라도
만질수가 없어도
그저 헛된 꿈이라도
말할수가 없어도
멀리서 숨어서라도
You know I do
널 사랑한다고
미친 사랑에 빠진
boy say girl say oh oh oh
바보같은 사랑에 빠진
boy say girl say oh oh oh
헛된 사랑에 빠진
boy say girl say oh oh oh
나같은 사랑에 빠진
boy say girl say oh oh oh
내가 누군지는 몰라도
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Oh! (Gajilsuga opsodo) Nae morisoge sorado
(Manjilsuga opsodo) Geujo heotdwin ggumirado
(Malhalsuga opsodo) Meoriso sumosorodo
(You know I do) Nol saranghandago
(Naega nugunjineun molado)
Oh baby don't you know nae ireumdo moreujyo
Oneuldo bamsaedorok mam jurigo geudae barabogo ittjyo
Oh so beautiful sune jwin dangshineui doksajin
Sesangeui hanhosonge pamudhin nae michin sarangeui soksakim
Deudgo ittjido angettjyo nan jugodo andwigetjyo
Geurogetjyo daeum sesangedo naega nugunjido moreugo salgettjyo
Nomunado geudael gajigo shipo nan dorikil suga opjyo
Oneulbamdo ibeul matchugo shipo begaereul ggwak butjabgettjyo
Oneuli oorieui chot mannami matneungogettjyo
Georom mundabeun onjena dangshinman haneun gogettyo
Naneun geudae dwit museube oneuldo mareul golgettjyo
Hangsang gateungondedo ddolrime insareul gonnejyo
Ee sesangi modu gwireul magado geudaemaneun nae mareul deurojwo
Marojineun geudae dwit moseube gudoganeun nareul deurojwo
Moriso jo moriso jomi dwioga odieso
Geudael bol su isseulgga (malhaejwo)
Oh! (Gajilsuga opsodo) Nae morisoge sorado
(Manjilsuga opsodo) Geudo hotdwin ggumirado
(Malhalsuga opsodo) Moriso sumosorado
(You know I do) Nol saranghandago
(Naega nugunjineun molado)
Nae morisoge sorado
(Manjilsuga opsodo) Geujo hotdwin ggumirado
(Malhalsuga opsodo) Moriso sumosorado
(You know I do) Nol saranghandago
(Naega nugunjineun molado)
Oneuleun wae utji ango isseulga geudae
Museun irinji byoril aniosseum jogettneunde
Sireumi gadeukhan geudae olgul nan bol suga opneunde
Charari naega apeunge nagesso geurol opneunde
Nomunado antaggawo oneul harumaneun nal bangawo
Jalissottjyo murobondamyon daedab hal su ittneun nal anijwo
Dahjido manjilsudo aneulsudo opneun geudaeyo
Oneulbamdo nan geudae mannaro gayo nae ggumsogeso
Ggumsogesorado moduga malrigo nae sarang biutdorado
Michyottdago moduga malhago on sesang jiwudorado
Dangshineun naeggende bojalgot opneun sisondeulege bbaetgyo wae
No, nan joldae mothae naman baraboge haejulge
Modeungol da julge immachul ddae sesangeul da gajyoda julge
Joldae nal ddonagajimothage bulee ggojyoborim gaseume gadulge
You are My star, I'm your no.1 fan
baby please take my hand
Oh! (Gajilsuga opsodo) Nae morisoge sorado
(Manjilsuga opsodo) Geudo hotdwin ggumirado
(Malhalsuga opsodo) Moriso sumosorado
(You know I do) Nol saranghandago
(Naega nugunjineun molado)
Nae morisoge sorado
(Manjilsuga opsodo) Geujo hotdwin ggumirado
(Malhalsuga opsodo) Moriso sumosorado
(You know I do) Nol saranghandago
(Naega nugunjineun molado)
Oh! (Gajilsuga opsodo) Nae morisoge sorado
(Manjilsuga opsodo) Geudo hotdwin ggumirado
(Malhalsuga opsodo) Moriso sumosorado
(You know I do) Nol saranghandago
(Naega nugunjineun molado)
Nae morisoge sorado
(Manjilsuga opsodo) Geujo hotdwin ggumirado
(Malhalsuga opsodo) Moriso sumosorado
(You know I do) Nol saranghandago
Michin sarange bbajin boys and girls say oh! oh! oh!
Babogateun sarange bbajin boys and girls say oh! oh! oh!
Hotdwin sarange bbajin boys and girls say oh! oh! oh!
Nagateun sarange bbajin boys and girls say oh! oh! oh!
Naega nugunjineun molado
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TRANSLATIONS!
Subbed by nonie17 at youtube.
untalkative at soompi for subs.
Oh! I know I can't have you
But you're always in my head
Even though I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
Even though you don't know who I am
Oh baby, don't you know?
You don't know my name
I couldn't sleep because I was thinking of you
Oh so beautiful
Grasping the photo I took of you in my hand
My love for you is buried under the world's love for you
You're not listening I will never be allowed to
In the next life we would live seperate lives
I want you so much, I can't go back
Thoughts of kissing you tonight, I hold my pillow tighter
Today would be the first time we met
You say that to everybody you meet
I always talk to you with your back facing me
Even the familiar "hi" seems so awkward today
If we blocked everybody's ears
I'm hoping you would listen to only what I had to say
Seeing you walk away makes me go into a trance state. Shake me from it
From far away, you become a dot
Where can I see you? (Tell me..)
Oh! I know I can't have you
But you're in my head
If I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
You don't know who I am
But you're in my head
If I can't touch you
Even if it's just wishful thinking
If I can't tell you
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
Even though you don't know who I am
Why aren't you smiling today?
I hope nothing's wrong
I can't face to look at your worried face
I wish I could take your pain away, but I can't
And that saddens me
Just today - if I can ask you how you are doing
Would you answer me - hug me
I can't reach you, touch you, hold you
I'm going to meet you in my dreams again tonight
Even in my dreams people disaprove
They say I'm crazy - if I erase the world
That makes you mine. Why would I lose you to anybody else
I can never understand that.
I'll make it so that you'll only look at me
I'll give you everything when we kiss
I'll give you everything
So that you can never leave me.
I'll keep you in my cold heart
You are my star
I'm your number one fan
Baby, please, take my hand
Oh! I know I can't have you
But you're always in my head
If I can't touch you
Even if it's helpless wishing
If I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
You don't know who I am
You're in my head
If I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
Even if you don't know who I am
Oh! I know I can't have you
You're in my head
If I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
If I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
Even though you don't know who I am
You're in my head
If I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
If I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
If you've fallen in crazy love
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
If you've fallen in stupid love
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
If you've fallen in helpless love
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
If you've fallen in love like me
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
Even if you don't know who I am
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
oh 가질수가 없어도
내 머릿속에 서라도
만질수가 없어도
그저 헛된 꿈이라도
말할수가 없어도
멀리서 숨어서라도
You know I do
널 사랑한다고
내가 누군지는 몰라도
Oh baby don't you know
내 이름도 모르죠
오늘도 밤새도록 맘 졸이고
그대 바라보고 있죠
Oh so beutiful
손에 쥔 당신의 독사진
세상의 환호성에 파묻힌
내 미친 사랑의 속삭임
듣고 있지도 않겠죠
난 죽어도 안되겠죠
그러겠죠 다음 세상에도
내가 누군지도 모르고 살겠죠
너무나도 그댈 가지고 싶어
난 돌이킬수가 없죠
오늘밤도 입을 맞추고 싶어
베개를 꽉 붙잡겠죠
오늘이 우리의 첫 만남이
맞는거겠죠
그런 문답은 언제나
당신만 하는 거겠죠
나는 그대 뒷모습에
오늘도 말을 걸겠죠
항상 같은건데도
떨림에 인사를 건네죠
이 세상의 모든 귀를 막아도
그대만은 내 말을 들어줘
멀어지는 그대 뒷모습에
굳어가는 나는 들었죠
멀리서 저 멀리서 점이 되어가
어디에서 그댈 볼 수 있을까
말해줘
oh 가질수가 없어도
내 머릿속에 서라도
만질수가 없어도
그저 헛된 꿈이라도
말할수가 없어도
멀리서 숨어서라도
You know I do 널 사랑한다고
내가 누군지는 몰라도
내 머릿속에 서라도
만질수가 없어도
그저 헛된 꿈이라도
말할수가 없어도
멀리서 숨어서라도
You know I do 널 사랑한다고
내가 누군지는 몰라도
오늘은 왜 웃지 않고
있을까 그대 무슨 일인지
별일 아니었음 좋겠는데
시름이 가득한 그대 얼굴
난 볼 수 가 없는데
차라리 내가 아픈게 낫겠어
그럴 수 가 없는게
너무나도 안타까워
오늘 하루만은
날 반가워 잘있었죠
물어본다면
대답 할 수 있는 날 안아줘
닿지도 만질수도
안을수도 없는 그대여
오늘밤도 난 그댈 만나러 가요
내 꿈속에서
꿈속에서라도 모두가 말리고
내 사랑 비웃더라도
미쳤다고 모두가 말하고
온 세상 지우더라도
당신은 내껀데
보잘것 없는 시선들에게 뺏겨
왜 No 난 절대 못해
나만 바라보게 해줄께
모든걸 다 줄께 입맞출 때
세상을 다 가져다 줄께
절때 날 떠나가지 못하게
불이 꺼져버린
가슴에 가둘께
You are My star
I'm your no1 fan
baby please take my hand
oh 가질수가 없어도
내 머릿속에 서라도
만질수가 없어도
그저 헛된 꿈이라도
말할수가 없어도
멀리서 숨어서라도
You know I do
널 사랑한다고
내가 누군지는 몰라도
내 머릿속에 서라도
만질수가 없어도
그저 헛된 꿈이라도
말할수가 없어도
멀리서 숨어서라도
You know I do
널 사랑한다고
내가 누군지는 몰라도
oh 가질수가 없어도
내 머릿속에 서라도
만질수가 없어도
그저 헛된 꿈이라도
말할수가 없어도
멀리서 숨어서라도
You know I do
널 사랑한다고
내가 누군지는 몰라도
내 머릿속에 서라도
만질수가 없어도
그저 헛된 꿈이라도
말할수가 없어도
멀리서 숨어서라도
You know I do
널 사랑한다고
미친 사랑에 빠진
boy say girl say oh oh oh
바보같은 사랑에 빠진
boy say girl say oh oh oh
헛된 사랑에 빠진
boy say girl say oh oh oh
나같은 사랑에 빠진
boy say girl say oh oh oh
내가 누군지는 몰라도
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Oh! (Gajilsuga opsodo) Nae morisoge sorado
(Manjilsuga opsodo) Geujo heotdwin ggumirado
(Malhalsuga opsodo) Meoriso sumosorodo
(You know I do) Nol saranghandago
(Naega nugunjineun molado)
Oh baby don't you know nae ireumdo moreujyo
Oneuldo bamsaedorok mam jurigo geudae barabogo ittjyo
Oh so beautiful sune jwin dangshineui doksajin
Sesangeui hanhosonge pamudhin nae michin sarangeui soksakim
Deudgo ittjido angettjyo nan jugodo andwigetjyo
Geurogetjyo daeum sesangedo naega nugunjido moreugo salgettjyo
Nomunado geudael gajigo shipo nan dorikil suga opjyo
Oneulbamdo ibeul matchugo shipo begaereul ggwak butjabgettjyo
Oneuli oorieui chot mannami matneungogettjyo
Georom mundabeun onjena dangshinman haneun gogettyo
Naneun geudae dwit museube oneuldo mareul golgettjyo
Hangsang gateungondedo ddolrime insareul gonnejyo
Ee sesangi modu gwireul magado geudaemaneun nae mareul deurojwo
Marojineun geudae dwit moseube gudoganeun nareul deurojwo
Moriso jo moriso jomi dwioga odieso
Geudael bol su isseulgga (malhaejwo)
Oh! (Gajilsuga opsodo) Nae morisoge sorado
(Manjilsuga opsodo) Geudo hotdwin ggumirado
(Malhalsuga opsodo) Moriso sumosorado
(You know I do) Nol saranghandago
(Naega nugunjineun molado)
Nae morisoge sorado
(Manjilsuga opsodo) Geujo hotdwin ggumirado
(Malhalsuga opsodo) Moriso sumosorado
(You know I do) Nol saranghandago
(Naega nugunjineun molado)
Oneuleun wae utji ango isseulga geudae
Museun irinji byoril aniosseum jogettneunde
Sireumi gadeukhan geudae olgul nan bol suga opneunde
Charari naega apeunge nagesso geurol opneunde
Nomunado antaggawo oneul harumaneun nal bangawo
Jalissottjyo murobondamyon daedab hal su ittneun nal anijwo
Dahjido manjilsudo aneulsudo opneun geudaeyo
Oneulbamdo nan geudae mannaro gayo nae ggumsogeso
Ggumsogesorado moduga malrigo nae sarang biutdorado
Michyottdago moduga malhago on sesang jiwudorado
Dangshineun naeggende bojalgot opneun sisondeulege bbaetgyo wae
No, nan joldae mothae naman baraboge haejulge
Modeungol da julge immachul ddae sesangeul da gajyoda julge
Joldae nal ddonagajimothage bulee ggojyoborim gaseume gadulge
You are My star, I'm your no.1 fan
baby please take my hand
Oh! (Gajilsuga opsodo) Nae morisoge sorado
(Manjilsuga opsodo) Geudo hotdwin ggumirado
(Malhalsuga opsodo) Moriso sumosorado
(You know I do) Nol saranghandago
(Naega nugunjineun molado)
Nae morisoge sorado
(Manjilsuga opsodo) Geujo hotdwin ggumirado
(Malhalsuga opsodo) Moriso sumosorado
(You know I do) Nol saranghandago
(Naega nugunjineun molado)
Oh! (Gajilsuga opsodo) Nae morisoge sorado
(Manjilsuga opsodo) Geudo hotdwin ggumirado
(Malhalsuga opsodo) Moriso sumosorado
(You know I do) Nol saranghandago
(Naega nugunjineun molado)
Nae morisoge sorado
(Manjilsuga opsodo) Geujo hotdwin ggumirado
(Malhalsuga opsodo) Moriso sumosorado
(You know I do) Nol saranghandago
Michin sarange bbajin boys and girls say oh! oh! oh!
Babogateun sarange bbajin boys and girls say oh! oh! oh!
Hotdwin sarange bbajin boys and girls say oh! oh! oh!
Nagateun sarange bbajin boys and girls say oh! oh! oh!
Naega nugunjineun molado
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TRANSLATIONS!
Subbed by nonie17 at youtube.
untalkative at soompi for subs.
Oh! I know I can't have you
But you're always in my head
Even though I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
Even though you don't know who I am
Oh baby, don't you know?
You don't know my name
I couldn't sleep because I was thinking of you
Oh so beautiful
Grasping the photo I took of you in my hand
My love for you is buried under the world's love for you
You're not listening I will never be allowed to
In the next life we would live seperate lives
I want you so much, I can't go back
Thoughts of kissing you tonight, I hold my pillow tighter
Today would be the first time we met
You say that to everybody you meet
I always talk to you with your back facing me
Even the familiar "hi" seems so awkward today
If we blocked everybody's ears
I'm hoping you would listen to only what I had to say
Seeing you walk away makes me go into a trance state. Shake me from it
From far away, you become a dot
Where can I see you? (Tell me..)
Oh! I know I can't have you
But you're in my head
If I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
You don't know who I am
But you're in my head
If I can't touch you
Even if it's just wishful thinking
If I can't tell you
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
Even though you don't know who I am
Why aren't you smiling today?
I hope nothing's wrong
I can't face to look at your worried face
I wish I could take your pain away, but I can't
And that saddens me
Just today - if I can ask you how you are doing
Would you answer me - hug me
I can't reach you, touch you, hold you
I'm going to meet you in my dreams again tonight
Even in my dreams people disaprove
They say I'm crazy - if I erase the world
That makes you mine. Why would I lose you to anybody else
I can never understand that.
I'll make it so that you'll only look at me
I'll give you everything when we kiss
I'll give you everything
So that you can never leave me.
I'll keep you in my cold heart
You are my star
I'm your number one fan
Baby, please, take my hand
Oh! I know I can't have you
But you're always in my head
If I can't touch you
Even if it's helpless wishing
If I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
You don't know who I am
You're in my head
If I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
Even if you don't know who I am
Oh! I know I can't have you
You're in my head
If I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
If I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
Even though you don't know who I am
You're in my head
If I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
If I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
If you've fallen in crazy love
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
If you've fallen in stupid love
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
If you've fallen in helpless love
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
If you've fallen in love like me
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
Even if you don't know who I am
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
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