It has been quite a long time since I wrote something properly on this blog, right?
Lots of things happened; lots of ups and downs, and it seems recently there are more downs than ups. (Figures. The last update I made here was over six months ago, and it's not even about my life.)
Maybe I have been in that place long enough... it be some sort of depression?
Almost everyday now I have been thinking, should I leave or should I stay? It's not like I have anything to do if I leave anyway. But I'm not sure for how many days now I could stay happy (or seems like faking happiness nowadays) if I stay.
I would love to say that the reason I stay has nothing to do with money. I don't have big commitments other than an asset and a liability. I don't spend unnecessarily using the pay that I got - most of the trinkets bought online were paid from my side income. Oh, yeah, probably most of my pay goes to good food and good coffee.
But I would also love to say that the reason I want to leave is too many to put down here. Let's just say that I am too saturated, figuratively and literally (I'll leave that to your own ideas). And considering the well being of my parents, I think sacrifice is a must.
Don't worry too much about me. My kain is for my own self to take care of anyways. But I feel thankful that you cared enough to even read this to the end.