ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
Monday, September 29
Sunday, September 28
Monday, September 22
Wednesday, September 17
Sunday, September 14
Stuffy Nose
Eishhh... Idong sumbat. Tak suka idong sumbat taim bulan posa ni. One thing aku tak leh nak guna remedy yang selalu aku guna kalau sumbat siang hari. Ade sampai satu hari tu rase cam takleh nak bernapas langsung, terasa macam nak buka posa je masa tu sebab nak guna remedy tu. Another thing aku tak leh nak rasa makanan/minuman yang aku dah beli dengan susah payah kat pasar ramadan. Terasa rugi la kan. Geram pun ade. Tsk.
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
Wednesday, September 10
Kebosanan di Opis
In the mood for jalan2 buat pasal.
Bosan sungguh... Bukannye tak de keje pun. Ni sementara nak tunggu email dari Syukri sebab nak kena hantar report. Selagi dia tak hantar email tu selagi tu laa aku tak leh nak hantar report.
Gehhh.
Jadi dalam pada aku tengah aku rajin nak menaip entry ni aku taip je la kan.. karang2 dah balik rumah malas pulak nak menaip. Alah menaip ni pun dari kiosk, bukannye dari terminal sendiri. Hmm.
Tengah bosan2 ni bukak la balik archive aku tahun 2003. Baca balik entries lama. Huhh... rajin betul menaip taim tu. Sebenanye kalau laa kat terminal sendiri buleh nak blogging semua, hari2 aku apdet. Ni setakat Twitter je, tu pun update dari Citrix sebab CWD takley masuk Twitter ni pun. Hahaha.
Ape nak citer? Banyak sebenarnye nak citer. Tapi tu la tiap kali depan keyboard musti kena writer's block punye. Hampeh dak? Terkubur la niat nak menaip novel untuk menjana pendapatan tambahan. Jadi dah alang2 kat kiosk ni baikle aku menaip sesikit, so that tak de la bersawang je blog aku nih hahahaha.
Oh ye, aku jugak ade menerima several awards dari Anis.. Thanks yer Anis. Cuma aku ni maleh sket nak mengopi links tersebut. Maklomlah bukan kat pc sendiri. Cakap pasal pc sendiri ni, pc aku yang kat rumah tu akan menyambut 1-year anniversary tak berrepair. Ye tahniah tahniah kepada aku yang malas ni.
Hmm okeh laa.. aku nak balik ke tempat asalku... nengok Syukri dah antar email dia ke belom. Kalau dah, bulehla aku send the report dan pergi solat terawih heh heh.
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
Bosan sungguh... Bukannye tak de keje pun. Ni sementara nak tunggu email dari Syukri sebab nak kena hantar report. Selagi dia tak hantar email tu selagi tu laa aku tak leh nak hantar report.
Gehhh.
Jadi dalam pada aku tengah aku rajin nak menaip entry ni aku taip je la kan.. karang2 dah balik rumah malas pulak nak menaip. Alah menaip ni pun dari kiosk, bukannye dari terminal sendiri. Hmm.
Tengah bosan2 ni bukak la balik archive aku tahun 2003. Baca balik entries lama. Huhh... rajin betul menaip taim tu. Sebenanye kalau laa kat terminal sendiri buleh nak blogging semua, hari2 aku apdet. Ni setakat Twitter je, tu pun update dari Citrix sebab CWD takley masuk Twitter ni pun. Hahaha.
Ape nak citer? Banyak sebenarnye nak citer. Tapi tu la tiap kali depan keyboard musti kena writer's block punye. Hampeh dak? Terkubur la niat nak menaip novel untuk menjana pendapatan tambahan. Jadi dah alang2 kat kiosk ni baikle aku menaip sesikit, so that tak de la bersawang je blog aku nih hahahaha.
Oh ye, aku jugak ade menerima several awards dari Anis.. Thanks yer Anis. Cuma aku ni maleh sket nak mengopi links tersebut. Maklomlah bukan kat pc sendiri. Cakap pasal pc sendiri ni, pc aku yang kat rumah tu akan menyambut 1-year anniversary tak berrepair. Ye tahniah tahniah kepada aku yang malas ni.
Hmm okeh laa.. aku nak balik ke tempat asalku... nengok Syukri dah antar email dia ke belom. Kalau dah, bulehla aku send the report dan pergi solat terawih heh heh.
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
Wednesday, September 3
Regrets are futile (Sesal kemudian tidak berguna).
Tengah tunggu masa sesuei nak tido..
A dear friend of mine lost her mother two Sundays back. Maybe at that time she needed someone to talk to, so she called me that night about 5 mins to midnight.
Unknowingly to her, I was angry at my dear sister at that time. At that particular time when the phone rang, I was driving, and the phone was in my bag. It took me quite a time to rummage thru my bag for the phone (as it was quite distracting despite the awesome song I used for the ring tone). Then at that time I needed to shift gears, so what I did was I just threw the bag to my sis for her to get the phone from my bag. And just when she get a hold of my phone, the ringing stopped.
At the traffic light, I snatched the phone from her hands and saw my friend's name on the screen. And I called her back (while the light's still red). I detected something wrong from the tone of her voice, but what I did was, I told her that I was driving and will get back to her as soon as I reached home.
And I reached home. It didn't occur to me that I promised to give her a call back until 30 mins after midnight. "Oh craps," I said, and sent her a text message asking whether she's still awake or not. And she called me back. And we talked about her plans to move back to her hometown, plans to hang out together when we have time, something like that and some other non-fancy things. And yeah-uhuh-byebye-takecare. She sounded fine, I thought, but not as merry as before.
And last night while I was browsing thru my FB account, I saw her FB status update.
Deep down inside, I was crying. I feel like a bad person, who ignores a friend in need of my support.
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
A dear friend of mine lost her mother two Sundays back. Maybe at that time she needed someone to talk to, so she called me that night about 5 mins to midnight.
Unknowingly to her, I was angry at my dear sister at that time. At that particular time when the phone rang, I was driving, and the phone was in my bag. It took me quite a time to rummage thru my bag for the phone (as it was quite distracting despite the awesome song I used for the ring tone). Then at that time I needed to shift gears, so what I did was I just threw the bag to my sis for her to get the phone from my bag. And just when she get a hold of my phone, the ringing stopped.
At the traffic light, I snatched the phone from her hands and saw my friend's name on the screen. And I called her back (while the light's still red). I detected something wrong from the tone of her voice, but what I did was, I told her that I was driving and will get back to her as soon as I reached home.
And I reached home. It didn't occur to me that I promised to give her a call back until 30 mins after midnight. "Oh craps," I said, and sent her a text message asking whether she's still awake or not. And she called me back. And we talked about her plans to move back to her hometown, plans to hang out together when we have time, something like that and some other non-fancy things. And yeah-uhuh-byebye-takecare. She sounded fine, I thought, but not as merry as before.
And last night while I was browsing thru my FB account, I saw her FB status update.
Fuzzy (the name has been changed to protect her identity, but you can see it in my FB) is missing her late mum. I could feel her presence still but I could never meet her again, I miss you so much, mak.And I was totally in shock mode. When did this happen? I backtracked her profile in FB and FS. I even texted her. And there, the date. 24 Aug. Two Sundays back. And when I checked the last call she made to me, it was that same unfortunate date. I felt so guilty for not being there for her when she needed me the most. Well, might not be the most lar, but then I do think I was among the first who crossed her mind when she was so down at that time. And most importantly, why didn't I ask her last time if there's something wrong, right when I called her back on that day?
Deep down inside, I was crying. I feel like a bad person, who ignores a friend in need of my support.
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
Monday, September 1
Salam Ramadhan
In the mood for Super☆Looper by YA-KYIM
Dear all fellow Muslim & Muslimah,
Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa dalam bulan Ramadhan 1429H.
Semoga ibadah anda diterima dan diberkati Allah Taala.
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
(hehe klakar pulak nengok greeting in English but the rest in BM)
Dear all fellow Muslim & Muslimah,
Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa dalam bulan Ramadhan 1429H.
Semoga ibadah anda diterima dan diberkati Allah Taala.
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy
(hehe klakar pulak nengok greeting in English but the rest in BM)
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