Credit: Infinite Nothingness
Maybe it's a blessing in disguise.
You see, on that very day that I was thinking to do something extreme, luckily he did not make his decision on the same day. By the next day, I cooled down a bit, and followed his suggestion to go with the flow.
When the expected time came, it turned out to be favorable to me (albeit only a bit). And I was thankful of that (and still am).
I guess, what I can say now is
ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy