Sunday, December 14

In Loving Memories...
























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Tuesday, December 9

Book as a block, block as a type = booksetting

In the mood for this ridiculous song (Pretty Girl) by KaRa

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Monday, December 8

Yoga Yogi Ku Beri Nama

YouTube playin' Nobody (Disco ver) by Wonder Girls


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Salam Aidiladha


Quoting ad excerpt for Bank Islam:
In the spirit of sacrifice, offer a prayer for others, not just yourself.

Another Aidiladha dawns bringing with it another opportunity for us to reaffirm our faith.
And what better way to do it than by bowing our heads in humility (towards Allah) and raising our hands to wish goodwill upon others.

Wishing all Muslims a blessed Aidiladha.

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Thursday, November 27

Yogi Bear

In the mood for Cry Eye by Son Dam Bi


I was (and am still) never fond of yoga. Aside from being.. a plus-sized person, I found it not as interesting as BoA/DBSK/Rain/Son Dam Bi's moves. I don't even care if my friends said it really works; the sweats will come out as mad as the heavy rain or whatsoever. No yoga for me, no.

Let's for now put aside the mantras thingie. Yep I know most of you yogis don't do chanting in your yoga classes.

But the most important reason to me is the name of one of the poses which is Surya-namaskar (Sun Salutation). You see, I'd been reading a book about yoga nearly 20 years ago, when this thing wasn't a fad yet in this country. It was interesting to see the pictures of people doing the bending and twisting - like playing Twister ahaks :P. But then when I saw the name of that one pose, I was quite appalled with it. And suddenly the whole thing turned to be not as interesting as I thought.

In my opinion, though by doing the pose we don't actually saluting the sun (and never intend to, well, for the more-religious type, yeah), other non-Muslim yogis might see (and say) that we're doing that. And for people who don't even bother to be Muslim-friendly (or worst, those who are Muslim haters), they might say "Oh? And I thought they only bow to Lord Allah?". How does that feel, ladies and gentlemen? I had this thing happened quite recently when I shake my clasped hands up and down unintentionally, and this one stupid fella asked me (jokingly but hurtfully) "tuhan mana ko sembah ni?" (dalam hati aku cakap kurang hajar punye mangkok, rase nak lempang2).

Okay, you can say that, "Yeah, like whatever. It's not like we *really* salute the sun." If, and I say IF, the classes you have in that cool, air-conditioned, windowless room is actually made for the class followers to face the sun, what say you?

The fatwa done recently is not wrong, if you, as a Muslim, think about it deeply. Try to really, really ponder on it carefully before bashing here and there (I found Malaysian loves to bash everything about the government recently. Not that I'm pro-Gov or whatsoever). Bash me if you want, I'm all ears.

Besides, I'd rather love Yogi Bear than being a yogi.

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Sigh.

In the mood for Gone Crazy by Son Dam Bi

Budak yang aku suka tu cakap cam ni kat aku:

I like you
You're like my best friend

Hm.
Happy: He likes me.
Sad: I'm like his best friend.
Mad: I like him more than he likes me.
Happy: I'm like his best friend.
Sad: I can't be more than his best friend.
Mad: The fact that he said he likes me and then added the best friend part.
Happy: I'm like his best friend.
Confused: I'm like his best friend?

Baik aku masuk tido sekarang.

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Sunday, November 23

Random-O-Rama III

WMP playin' Nobody by Wonder Girls






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Friday, November 21

How Come?

In the mood for 어쩌다 by Brown Eyed Girls



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Sunday, November 16

Acara Muhibbah

In the mood for Nobody by Wonder Girls

Konon2nye la hari ni nak celebrate besdey Cik Ain n Fadx.. So plan telahpun dibuat pada awal minggu - kluar pagi Sabtu, jumpa kat Ampang Point, gi Klang makan sifud, singgah rumah Anis jap, pastu gi Aeon Bukit Tinggi untuk membeli belah sikit2 dan menonton Madagascar2/gumbira2 di funfair berhampiran ngan Aeon tu.

Probably about 4 days before: Anis cakap dia kena gi Perlis this weekend, ade relative nye wedding. Huh. Singgah rumah Anis - kensel.

About a day before: Ika cakap dia maybe takleh nak ikut, sebab dah start demam dan batuk2. Kalau jadi pun, dia akan bertolak dari rumah dia. Singgah rumah Ika - added to the list.

D-Day:

Plan nak gather kul 12 diganti dengan 12:30. Sampai kat Ampang Point, susah giler nak carik parking. Tawaf la about 4 kali, baru la dapat satu, Alhamdulillah. Singgah Coffee Bean jap membeli breakfast/brunch sementara tunggu yang lenlain sampai.

Dah semua sampai, board le keter Fadx. Ika tak jadi ikut sebab demam teruk. So kitorang pun drive la terus sampai Klang. Nak dijadikan citer, oleh sebab kitorang ni tatau sebenanye mana nak pergi, kitorang pun sesat la sampai Westport (I can hear Anis laughing at the background) Pusing punye pusing punye pusing, sampai la kat kedai sifud kat Tanjung Harapan dalam kul 3++.

Lepas makan sifud yang agak ok la jugak (set meal, rm25.40 each), kitorang pun gerak la menuju ke Aeon. Yang behnye, kitorang tak ikut jalan yang kitorang guna untuk sampai ke Tanjung Harapan, but ikut Meru kot (I can hear Anis laughing at the background again), when actually when we were at the rm0.50 toll Fadx did asked the toll girl which is the nearer way to get there and that girl replied, "The opposite way you guys are heading," and we didn't make the U-turn at all - instead, kitorang terusssssss je sampai la kena lalu town yang sungguh busy tahap dewata raya dan menyakitkan hati (nightmare kenduri Manyo kembali).

Pendekkan citer, sampai la jugak kat Aeon tuh... Kul bape tu kurang pasti. Shopping sket2, then lepak minum teh sat, pastu gi solat, pastu gerak ke tapak funfair (sebab Madagascar boleh ditonton di KL).

Masuk funfair excited giler. Aku n Fadx naik mende buaian pusing2 tu - aku nak naik tu sebab last time aku tup mata. It turns out kalau buka mata tak de la rasa horror. Or gaknye dah pening pusing2 kan.. so efek dia kurang sket ahaks :P Then kitorang naik mende alah bernama Top Gun. Aku rase orang gemuk cam aku ni tak leh naik mende alah tu sebab ia mendefy graviti secara terbalik, dan berat aku jatuh kat bahu (pressure tarikan graviti). Lebam wooo bahu aku kiri kanan... Tapi memang serunduts. Pastu Fadx n Ain masuk horror house yang tak horror, pastu diorang n Faa main coaster berpusing2 secara horizontal, and then last2 masuk Ferris Wheel yang bagi aku BAPAK punye bosan.

Dalam kul 10 lebey, Fadx call Ika tapi dia tak angkat. So we assume yang dia dah tido akibat demam. So kitorang pun gerak la kembali ke KL, tak jadi singgah rumah dia. Makan late supper kat warung nasi lemak mahal nak mamposss sebelah Ampang Point Shopping Center sambil mengumpat2 dan berborak2 tentang impian sampai dekat2 kul 1. Pastu teman Ain gi isi angin tayar kete dia. Then terus balik.

Tu je acara muhibbah kitorang yang berlangsung pada hari Sabtu, 15 November 2008.

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Saturday, November 1

Ekhem.

In the mood for writing something down.

I dunno why.... The first time I knew that he's one of that species, I was so... down? Shocked? Disheartened? Despair? Oh - it's more like dejected.

He actually realised this and even asked that girl beside me, why did I act like that when he's around. Like whenever he talked or IMed me, I was like in "WHAT-everrr" mood. And when that girl highlighted that to me, I realised that maybe I showed too much dismayal towards him. And I don't even know him that well yet at that mo'.

And so, I kinda vowed to myself to treat him better. I tried being cheerful and excited to talk to him. And actually it worked. We kinda clicked together afterwards. I enjoyed his presence most of the time.

Now recently, I get to see him a lot, due to certain circumstances. And, yeah, since we have the same mentality level, we joked around, singing 80's, talked about authors and books and animes and mangas and stuffs, being buddy-buddy with each other. Until last night, that girl beside me highlighted that ever since he's around, I seemed not to be like my normal self.

...Which I feel that it's quite true to a certain extend.

That guy has a girlfriend (in which I thank Allah a lot). Knowing me, I won't express myself more in front of a guy who's single, unless if I really accept him as no more than a friend. Or a colleague. Something like that. But somehow, that made it mighty obvious that I'm on happy drugs when he's around, and some people would get the idea that I actually like him.

...In which I think I AM beginning to like him more than a friend. A lot. But yeah, like I said earlier, Alhamdulillah for the fact that he's got a GF and loves her a lot. And from what I heard from one of my dear friends, he's really loyal to his GF despite his playful nature.

Ah~ Torture.

Boleh tak kawin cepat2? Kalau laki orang, aku tanak.
Note to myself: This shouldn't be seen by that person... So make sure you avoid giving the link to this blog!
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Thursday, October 30

October Updates.

In the mood for Eat You Up by BoA

Hahahah nampak sangat la malas sangat nak update hari2. Ni compilation for the whole month of October:

1. Suka pulak kat lagu Mirotic (DBSK) ngan Eat You Up (BoA) walaupun macam tiru lagu orang. Siap rip lagu dari YouTube tuh, nak masukkan dalam MP3 player. Suka gile pulak kat lagu Nobody (Wonder Girls) ngan 10 Points out of 10 Points (2pm). If only I can find a dance studio which can be used until 5am. Buleh la aku mengerakan diri lepas keje.

2. Sangat suka dengan Ssangchu Couple sekarang.. Kalau KHJ nak bercinta ngan HB in real life pun, aku kasi green light!!

3. Berjaya drive sampai ke rumah Anis. Lepas tu berjaya pulak pergi funfair dan main sampai bergegar jantung. Tu dekat2 kawasan rumah dia la. Patut aku ajak dia gegar2 jantung sekali. Tapi takkan la nak tinggalkan babies dia kat rumah while she's having fun, ye dak Anis?

4. Banyak nengok citer Jepun.. Citer Korea nengok Mawang je. Tu pun banyak fowed2 bab tak penting.

5. Dapat kad raya dari Anne - satu2 nye kad raya pada tahun ni. Yatta!

6. Duit raya tak luak langsung. (err.. Duit raya nak kasi bebdak la. Sendiri mana ade dapat hehhhhhhhh). Bole le guna untuk tambang bas lepas ni muahahahahaha :P

7. Banyak ngelat di opis. Kantoi ngan big boss (shame on me).

8. Gi karok ngan bebdak opis seramai 5 org (termasuk daku) lepas keje pada malam dapat gaji. Tapi tak beh sebab 2 jam je. Dah le makan tidbits je. Kalau ade soup ke, icecream ke.. takpe jugak?? Dah tu suara semua tak sampai, termasuk la lagu yang berlow note. Nasib baik tak amek lagu Yuna Ito. Kalau tak, buat segan je muahahahahaha.

9. Berjaya gaks baca buku Train Man.. So tau la dialog sebenar. Heh!

10. Turun 1kg lepas puasa enam. Sedangkan puasa 30 hari (tolak 9 hari) berat aku maintain je. Kenapa ek? Ape rasionalnye di situ?

11. Kezen aku bertunang dengan adik kepada kawan aku masa sekolah rendah dulu.

13. Berjaya beli 2 lai baju baru untuk dipakai ke opis, dan dapat lagi 2 lai baju dari ibu, beli kat Kelantan. Pakai dah satu baju tu gi rumah Anis ari tu.

14. Dua bulan dah tak nampak muka bebdak nih dan menjalankan aktibiti bersosial sesama sendiri.. Ajak beraya, semua busy lah, puasa lah, dating lah. Puasa dulu pun tak kluar. Err puasa tu ade la sekali berjumpa ngan Fadx lepas keje. Tu je la.

15. Kucing aku si Montel tu beranak 4 ekor pada Deepavali lepas. Semua bulu lebat je. Tapi kaler tak lawa langsung.

16. Adik2ku menangis masa konvo/graduation. Semua bukan happy tears. Sedeh tul.

17. Kena puji aku pakai eye make-up cantek. Muahahahaha mana ade dek... Akak ni tonyohhhh je. Tonyohhh tak hengat!

18. Dah 3 bulan tak serbis keter. Mau serbis jugak la esok ni. Jadi maka dengan ini beta pun nak masuk beradu supaya boleh beta bangkit sedikit awal pada siang hari nanti.

Ciaossu.

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Wednesday, October 22

I Want This for My Birthday, Woohoo!!



Now, if only it comes with PgUp-PgDn salt-and-pepper set...

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Saturday, October 18

Sakit Mata

In the mood for 10/10 by 2pm


Ciannnn die..

Introducing... Si 'Gayung' heh heh heh :P

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Wednesday, October 1

Salam Aidilfitri 1429

In the mood for recycle balik posts lama hahahahaha!!!

To all my muslim blogreaders (yg insyaAllah cukup puasa tahun ni),




Quoted from iklan raya TV3 ini tahun:
Baru habis puasa, jangan tambah dosa!
(rasenye ayat nye sebegitu lah.)

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Monday, September 29

Hangers










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Sunday, September 28

Random-o-rama (con't)









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Monday, September 22

Random-o-rama







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Wednesday, September 17

The Differences Between Star Wars & Harry Potter



Via http://www.bspcn.com/

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Sunday, September 14

Photos

toothpaste for dinner
toothpastefordinner.com

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Stuffy Nose

Eishhh... Idong sumbat. Tak suka idong sumbat taim bulan posa ni. One thing aku tak leh nak guna remedy yang selalu aku guna kalau sumbat siang hari. Ade sampai satu hari tu rase cam takleh nak bernapas langsung, terasa macam nak buka posa je masa tu sebab nak guna remedy tu. Another thing aku tak leh nak rasa makanan/minuman yang aku dah beli dengan susah payah kat pasar ramadan. Terasa rugi la kan. Geram pun ade. Tsk.

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Wednesday, September 10

Kebosanan di Opis

In the mood for jalan2 buat pasal.

Bosan sungguh... Bukannye tak de keje pun. Ni sementara nak tunggu email dari Syukri sebab nak kena hantar report. Selagi dia tak hantar email tu selagi tu laa aku tak leh nak hantar report.

Gehhh.

Jadi dalam pada aku tengah aku rajin nak menaip entry ni aku taip je la kan.. karang2 dah balik rumah malas pulak nak menaip. Alah menaip ni pun dari kiosk, bukannye dari terminal sendiri. Hmm.

Tengah bosan2 ni bukak la balik archive aku tahun 2003. Baca balik entries lama. Huhh... rajin betul menaip taim tu. Sebenanye kalau laa kat terminal sendiri buleh nak blogging semua, hari2 aku apdet. Ni setakat Twitter je, tu pun update dari Citrix sebab CWD takley masuk Twitter ni pun. Hahaha.

Ape nak citer? Banyak sebenarnye nak citer. Tapi tu la tiap kali depan keyboard musti kena writer's block punye. Hampeh dak? Terkubur la niat nak menaip novel untuk menjana pendapatan tambahan. Jadi dah alang2 kat kiosk ni baikle aku menaip sesikit, so that tak de la bersawang je blog aku nih hahahaha.

Oh ye, aku jugak ade menerima several awards dari Anis.. Thanks yer Anis. Cuma aku ni maleh sket nak mengopi links tersebut. Maklomlah bukan kat pc sendiri. Cakap pasal pc sendiri ni, pc aku yang kat rumah tu akan menyambut 1-year anniversary tak berrepair. Ye tahniah tahniah kepada aku yang malas ni.

Hmm okeh laa.. aku nak balik ke tempat asalku... nengok Syukri dah antar email dia ke belom. Kalau dah, bulehla aku send the report dan pergi solat terawih heh heh.

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Wednesday, September 3

Regrets are futile (Sesal kemudian tidak berguna).

Tengah tunggu masa sesuei nak tido..

A dear friend of mine lost her mother two Sundays back. Maybe at that time she needed someone to talk to, so she called me that night about 5 mins to midnight.

Unknowingly to her, I was angry at my dear sister at that time. At that particular time when the phone rang, I was driving, and the phone was in my bag. It took me quite a time to rummage thru my bag for the phone (as it was quite distracting despite the awesome song I used for the ring tone). Then at that time I needed to shift gears, so what I did was I just threw the bag to my sis for her to get the phone from my bag. And just when she get a hold of my phone, the ringing stopped.

At the traffic light, I snatched the phone from her hands and saw my friend's name on the screen. And I called her back (while the light's still red). I detected something wrong from the tone of her voice, but what I did was, I told her that I was driving and will get back to her as soon as I reached home.

And I reached home. It didn't occur to me that I promised to give her a call back until 30 mins after midnight. "Oh craps," I said, and sent her a text message asking whether she's still awake or not. And she called me back. And we talked about her plans to move back to her hometown, plans to hang out together when we have time, something like that and some other non-fancy things. And yeah-uhuh-byebye-takecare. She sounded fine, I thought, but not as merry as before.

And last night while I was browsing thru my FB account, I saw her FB status update.
Fuzzy (the name has been changed to protect her identity, but you can see it in my FB) is missing her late mum. I could feel her presence still but I could never meet her again, I miss you so much, mak.
And I was totally in shock mode. When did this happen? I backtracked her profile in FB and FS. I even texted her. And there, the date. 24 Aug. Two Sundays back. And when I checked the last call she made to me, it was that same unfortunate date. I felt so guilty for not being there for her when she needed me the most. Well, might not be the most lar, but then I do think I was among the first who crossed her mind when she was so down at that time. And most importantly, why didn't I ask her last time if there's something wrong, right when I called her back on that day?

Deep down inside, I was crying. I feel like a bad person, who ignores a friend in need of my support.

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Monday, September 1

Salam Ramadhan

In the mood for Super☆Looper by YA-KYIM

Dear all fellow Muslim & Muslimah,

Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa dalam bulan Ramadhan 1429H.
Semoga ibadah anda diterima dan diberkati Allah Taala.

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(hehe klakar pulak nengok greeting in English but the rest in BM)

Thursday, August 28

/* Socialize */

In the mood for Maou

I'm a full-pledged antisocial (self-claimed).

I hate to wait in line; I'd rather wait until 11pm on Saturday nights just to do shopping at Tesco.

I'd watch the telly rather than gossiping with fellow dinner-mates.

I'd sit in front of the PC rather than going for time-consuming office meetings.

I'd stay at home, sleeping, rather than going to weddings.

I'd mind my own business in the transportation on my way back from work rather than talking to that girl from the same pick-up point.

I'd go to Sushi King by myself rather than eating at the food court with the others.

I'd close all doors and windows, and lower the curtains if my parents aren't home.

I'd rather not invite others in my ride - just because of the clutters.

I'd watch live (and recorded) singing performances rather than going to the gym.

I'd stay in my room and relax when going for a vacation, rather than going for any tours or sightseeing.

Sarcasm is my new second language.

There are so many more to list down, but these are all that came into my mind at the mo'.

But does that means I don't have a life? Define 'Life'.

Like the saying 'people come in different shapes and sizes', your definition of 'Life' is not the same as others. So why bother criticizing others?

Ah but then, despite your 'concerns', I really think I do need to socialize more. But that is up to my own jurisdiction, no?

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Friday, August 22

NgehNgehNgeh

In the mood for Mermaid by Kanjani8



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Thursday, August 21

Swingin' with Secret Code

In the mood for Secret Code by KinKi Kids


Tsuyo-pon~!! Kyaa~ah!!

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Sunday, August 17

Can't help it...

In the mood for Life Goes On by CHEMISTRY

hmm..
hmm..
hmm..

how do i start this.

i'm tired.

i feel like looking for a fresh start elsewhere.

i'm bored.

i feel underappreciated (is that a word?).

i should've typed this earlier.
(i'm actually facing a high-risk situation here)
i hate to say this, but i feel mixed emotions right now - more negative 'uns. why? just because of this one despicable person. shutting down opportunities for me to step further. wasting my time in this self-proclaimed 'best place'. best place to backstab or pulling others down, more like it.

but, i'm still waiting for the result. if it's in my favour, maybe i'll think twice of letting go.

'whatever kind of world i sketch, i can't see tomorrow'
or so arashi-tachi said.

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Saturday, August 9

Kebenaran: Part II

In the mood for Truth by Arashi

Now the PV!!!



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Friday, August 8

Kebenaran

In the mood for Truth by Arashi

I just can't resist posting this here! Later, the PV aight?



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Thursday, August 7

flickr 888

via http://bunnehmunches.blogspot.com/



24 Hours of Flickr is back - this year it was on this Friday, August 8th !

Given the success of last year’s event, we hope that you’ll join us in celebration of another 24 Hours of Flickr – Flickr 888 on Friday, August 8th, 2008 (8-8-8!), a most auspicious day! How can you participate? Take a photo any time during the twenty-four hour period that’s August 8th where you are and then share it with the group.

Gonna get my camera ready!

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Thursday, July 31

Raja Sehari?

In the mood for Kissing You by SoShi. Aku pun tak paham apsal aku asek nyanyi lagu nih je ari ni

Baru2 ni aku termasuk la dekat photo album kepunyaan bukan Facebook fren aku. Saje la masuk, nak nengok gambar dia yang melampau2. Sekali ade la pulak gambar dia kat satu wedding nih. Hmm muka pengantin lelaki tu macam kenal je... Hmm.. Ha? Ghopenye budak yang aku penah minat dulu.

Masa nengok gambar dia tu, aku tak de terasa sayu ke ape. Maybe sebab last time (or was it last year? Or two years back?) aku dah berniat melepaskan segala rasa suka aku kat dia, so sebab tu tak terasa ape. Rugi pun idak. Hahaha. Eh betul tau ni betul.

Ok, back on the track. Bila aku nengok gambar dia, terasa macam dia sungguh awkward berpakaian pengantin. Hmm maybe la sebab sekali tu je pakai baju kawin kan, so muka pun tak leh ejas la. Tapi bila aku pikir2 balik, memang sungguh tak kacak dia memakai baju tu (padahal sebelom ni dia dikira macam lelaki idaman malaya lah.. hehe). Nak kata nampak perut boncet, gambar semua kat meja makan beradab.

Simpati kat bini dia, laki dia tak nampak emsem dalam gambar. Takleh nak buat gambar saiz A3 untuk digantung di ruang tamu. Harharhar.

Tertanya2 jugak aku, masa menempah/menyewa baju pengantin tu, yang groom ni tak test dulu ke? Cantik ke idak? Kacak ke idak? Sesuwei ke idak? Panas ke idak?

Ni musti penangan citer WGM nih... maklomlah aku nengok Crown J test baju kawen for photography session. So, maka di bawah sedar aku pun terpikir la macam tu. Kena ade test baju nye session dulu. KaKaKaKaKa :P

Nanti bila aku nak kawen, aku nak suruh jugak bakal laki aku pegi test design baju yang macam mana sesuwei ngan dia. Boleh dak?

But it's not like I'm getting married in the near future.

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Friday, July 25

... But please call me dB

In the mood for U-Go-Girl by Lee Hyo Ri

A New Zealand judge takes a stand against parents who give their children bizarre names.

This was shown on my Yahoo.com page today. Selalunye lepas log out emel, terus aku click on the quick links on my Firefox. Tapi this time as I moved my mouse pointer towards the quickies, ternampak la header nih... so tertarik la nak membacanya.

Cakap pasal nama pelik2 ni... kat Malaysia ni belambak2. Kalau tak pelik pada nama, pelik pada ejaan. Paling2 koman pun, nama panjang berjela. Nak unik la konon.

Kesian kang pada budak tu nanti. Camne cikgu dia nak panggil dia nanti kat sekolah? Paling2 tidak pun, musti kena ejek dengan kawan2. Kalau aku yang nama pendek ni pun buleh kena ejek, apetah lagi orang yang nama panjang beribu2 perkataan kilometrico nih. Bak kata Judge Rob Murfitt and I quote,
It makes a fool of the child and sets her up with a social disability and handicap, unnecessarily.
Betul kan?


Haa.. lagi naya kalau nak kawin. Karang tuk kadi nak sebut nama budak tu and the spouse, tak cukup napas kalau masing2 nama panjang melampau. Persoalannye, sah tak nikah tu? Gamaknye sebab tu la sekarang ni ramai budak Melayu prefer bersekedudukan dari hidup secara sah.

So, my advice is, just make your child's name sweet and simple. Senang nak panggil di dunia dan di akhirat. Tak de la membazir ruang dalam borang surat beranak ke IC ke. Pastu nama panjang2, panggilnye Nor/Siti/Din/Ji/Mat/Mok je. Buek ponek jo nulih.

In my case, dB represents both my nickname online and offline. So since my name pun already pendek, takde masalah kan?

ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy

Wednesday, July 16

Everybody's Gonna Be Happy!!

In the mood for 60's



ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy

Wednesday, July 9

Kekkon Dekinai Onna

In the mood for Step by Step by Battle

ok... before anything, saje laa nak eksplen kenapa laa lama sangat tak update. the reasons are simple:
1. busy nak mam;
2. tak de idea; and
3. last post aku gambar chantek.. muahahaha!!

ok. back to the subject. achely aku baaaru je tamat menuntun citer Kekkon Dekinai Otoko (結婚できない男/The Man Who Can't Get Married / He Who Can't Marry)... berjaya jugak mengabihkannye setelah bape lama tah beli. achely citer dia agak menarik la jugak, but i dun think it wld appeal to ppl bawah 28 tahun. huh. tua dah aku. since dekat web ni ade sinopsis cerita, maka aku skip je la part tu.

sebab utama aku membeli cite tu ialah... abe hiroshi. harharhar :P tapi mmg aku suka aa tgk mamat ni blakon... walau macam mana tak beh pun watak dia. first tym aku nengok dia dalam citer antique. masa tu dia mmg sangat la menonjol sebab dah le tinggi, muka pun not bad la. and then setelah beberapa lama lepas tu bila aku nengok cite trick baru la teringat yang aku penah nengok mamat ni sebelom tu. jadi lepas tu aku pun mencarik la cite lain yang dia blakon... ade jugak dia blakon citer dragon zakura tapi aku tak nengok pulak cite tu... mebi later2 bila aku dah pindah opis ke kl aku sewa la kat kotaraya tuh hahaha :P

ape kaitan dengan tajuk post ni pulak? haha sebenanye saje la nak cite nih, mamat yang aku penah usha satu ketika dulu dah kawin... bulan 3 lepas. huuu melepas. mujur la bini lawa. kalau tak lawa tu musti aku regret sehabis2. so, aku consider meself as kekkon dekinai.. sampai la jumpa jodoh. harharhar.

tu je. ni aku sebenanye menaip kol 7 pagi. kepala pun dah senget. macam minah senget. so kesimpulannye kalau korang baca sampai ke ayat terakhir ni, aku nak ucapkan terima kasih la. ok. tu je. lenkali apdet lagi.

ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy

Thursday, June 12

Chakk

In the mood for lazylazy....



ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy

Wednesday, June 11

Kisah Memberi Pendapat

In the mood for Misetekure by Kanjani8 and Hwabun by Loveholic

Ade sorang kawan aku ni... kita kasi nama dia Es. Es ni sejak kebelakangan ni asyik mengadu,
1. kerja dia banyak,
2. dah la dia buat keje slow,
3. tak de orang leh tolong dia sebab sibuk dengan keje sendiri,
4. dah tu dia pun segan nak memintak pertolongan orang lain (katanya xde confidence),
5. lepas tu anak dia tak de orang yang jaga elok2,
6. lepas tu dia pun asyik sakit2 je,
7. dah le laki dia tidooo je manjang, tak jaga anak dia betul2.

Secara jujurnye aku cakap, aku dah bosan dengar mende ni. Hari2 repeat mende yang sama. Okla, tak de la hari2, tapi bila ade peluang je musti dia nak ngadu.

Bukan la aku tanak dengar orang ngadu kat aku, tapi kalau kena sogok dengan mende yang sama hari2 mau tak bosan, tul dak? Siap aku buleh agak ape next thing yang dia akan cakap. Tapi kadang2 tu ade la tambah mende baru yang aku tak penah dengar sebelom ni.. so.. in a way tak de la sama hari2... kan? Hmm..

Ok, berbalik kepada memberi pendapat. Dah dia asyik tanye je ape pendapat aku, aku pun memberikan la pendapat. Pada pendapatan aku, pendapat yang aku kasi tu ade banyak plus la dari minus (that includes more time with her kid. Can you guess what's my suggestion?). Tapi Es ni, being Es, still berbolak-balik eventho dia buleh nampak ape pluses tu.

And now, sampai ke tunjang cerita. I actually have a history of giving bad suggestions/advices. Eh, tak de la 'bad', but in a sense that previously people who ignores my advices mostly happy with their own choice. So terasa la seperti, baik aku takyah kasi pendapat. 'Cause I'd be a wee bit bitter if someone who bugged me with their problems like God knows how many times and then choose not to follow my advices. Buek ponek jo.

Ade kes lain pulak, takmo terima pendapat dari aku tapi kalau orang lain kasi pendapat sama dia terima. Macam kawanku si X ni, aku cakap gini gini gini, dia nak jugak buat gitu gitu gitu. Tapi bila kawan baik dia yang lain cakap sejibon cam aku cakap tu (gini gini gini tu la), X ni buleh pulak nak ikot. Siap cakap kat aku, kawan dia cakap gini gini gini pilihan yang tepat. Padahal aku yang kasi suggestion tu dulu. Hampeh.

But now that I really thought about it, in a way it does help that someone to think of other choices that might not be unthinkable before. Correct? And in the 2nd case study, maybe kawan baik dia cakap dengan nada lain yang lebih mudah didigest oleh haiwan berfikiran simple itew. So maybe that's why dia buleh terima yang tu dari ape yang aku suggest.

Berbalik kepada citer Es tu, she did say that my advice does help her a bit in making decision. But, yeah, still berbolak-balik. Being down, I asked her, have she consulted her mom about this? She said, yep, and the suggestion given was to do the opposite of mine. Aku pun cakap, baik ikut saja cakap mak. Berkat.

Up to her whether to follow that last advice or not.

ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy

Tuesday, June 10

Hwabun (Flowerpot)

In the mood for Hwabun by Loveholic



ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy

Saturday, June 7

Delayed Telecast

In the mood for O2 by Orange Range

Hmm. This time I blame it on PR (a game I played like it's the end of the world in FB, yeah I know lotsa my FB frens being cold toward me because of this, so I gladly announce that I retire from it... for now. But if I do continue playing it in the future, I promise (if Allah wills) I won't send daily invites to you. But, it'll be much better if you just add the app(s), then just leave it if you don't feel like trying it out. That way you won't receive any invites anymore, rite? Hehe panjang pulak justifikasi nih).

Seriously, this app has taken most of my online-streaming-vids time and also my blogging/tumblring time. Nasib baik la twitter aku nih ade.. so in a way I do update my blog la =D

And also, banyak jugak nak bercerita ni... tapi since I don't think a compilation of it would be appealing, so I'll make different posts for different stories.

Supaya tidak lupa, better aku list down kat post nih jugak keywords yang nak cerita in the near future:
1. We Got Married
2. Albutt d'Five
3. Old team
4. Naik minyak
5. Kehilangan
6. ... dah tk ingat dah. Nanti2 la ingat.

And also, since bulan lepas aku rase takde sejibon pun Lo5 kat tumblr, so aku kena bayar hutang la.. bape ye Lo5 sebulan aku cakap nak buat last time? Oh, 10 entries termasuk Lo5. So, bulan ni buat 20 la??? Haish. Nasib baik la "termasuk".

Ok lah for now. Nak nengok WGM Andy+Solbi b4 subuh. Nanti later2 aku update lagik.

ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy

Thursday, June 5

Harga Minyak Naik Lagi....

In the mood for slamming my head by the roadside..

Saturday, May 3

If you've fallen in crazy love boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'

In the mood for Fan by Epik High

oh 가질수가 없어도
내 머릿속에 서라도
만질수가 없어도
그저 헛된 꿈이라도
말할수가 없어도
멀리서 숨어서라도
You know I do
널 사랑한다고
내가 누군지는 몰라도
Oh baby don't you know
내 이름도 모르죠
오늘도 밤새도록 맘 졸이고
그대 바라보고 있죠
Oh so beutiful
손에 쥔 당신의 독사진
세상의 환호성에 파묻힌
내 미친 사랑의 속삭임
듣고 있지도 않겠죠
난 죽어도 안되겠죠
그러겠죠 다음 세상에도
내가 누군지도 모르고 살겠죠
너무나도 그댈 가지고 싶어
난 돌이킬수가 없죠
오늘밤도 입을 맞추고 싶어
베개를 꽉 붙잡겠죠
오늘이 우리의 첫 만남이
맞는거겠죠
그런 문답은 언제나
당신만 하는 거겠죠
나는 그대 뒷모습에
오늘도 말을 걸겠죠
항상 같은건데도
떨림에 인사를 건네죠
이 세상의 모든 귀를 막아도
그대만은 내 말을 들어줘
멀어지는 그대 뒷모습에
굳어가는 나는 들었죠
멀리서 저 멀리서 점이 되어가
어디에서 그댈 볼 수 있을까
말해줘
oh 가질수가 없어도
내 머릿속에 서라도
만질수가 없어도
그저 헛된 꿈이라도
말할수가 없어도
멀리서 숨어서라도
You know I do 널 사랑한다고
내가 누군지는 몰라도
내 머릿속에 서라도
만질수가 없어도
그저 헛된 꿈이라도
말할수가 없어도
멀리서 숨어서라도
You know I do 널 사랑한다고
내가 누군지는 몰라도
오늘은 왜 웃지 않고
있을까 그대 무슨 일인지
별일 아니었음 좋겠는데
시름이 가득한 그대 얼굴
난 볼 수 가 없는데
차라리 내가 아픈게 낫겠어
그럴 수 가 없는게
너무나도 안타까워
오늘 하루만은
날 반가워 잘있었죠
물어본다면
대답 할 수 있는 날 안아줘
닿지도 만질수도
안을수도 없는 그대여
오늘밤도 난 그댈 만나러 가요
내 꿈속에서
꿈속에서라도 모두가 말리고
내 사랑 비웃더라도
미쳤다고 모두가 말하고
온 세상 지우더라도
당신은 내껀데
보잘것 없는 시선들에게 뺏겨
왜 No 난 절대 못해
나만 바라보게 해줄께
모든걸 다 줄께 입맞출 때
세상을 다 가져다 줄께
절때 날 떠나가지 못하게
불이 꺼져버린
가슴에 가둘께
You are My star
I'm your no1 fan
baby please take my hand
oh 가질수가 없어도
내 머릿속에 서라도
만질수가 없어도
그저 헛된 꿈이라도
말할수가 없어도
멀리서 숨어서라도
You know I do
널 사랑한다고
내가 누군지는 몰라도
내 머릿속에 서라도
만질수가 없어도
그저 헛된 꿈이라도
말할수가 없어도
멀리서 숨어서라도
You know I do
널 사랑한다고
내가 누군지는 몰라도

oh 가질수가 없어도
내 머릿속에 서라도
만질수가 없어도
그저 헛된 꿈이라도
말할수가 없어도
멀리서 숨어서라도
You know I do
널 사랑한다고
내가 누군지는 몰라도
내 머릿속에 서라도
만질수가 없어도
그저 헛된 꿈이라도
말할수가 없어도
멀리서 숨어서라도
You know I do
널 사랑한다고
미친 사랑에 빠진
boy say girl say oh oh oh
바보같은 사랑에 빠진
boy say girl say oh oh oh
헛된 사랑에 빠진
boy say girl say oh oh oh
나같은 사랑에 빠진
boy say girl say oh oh oh
내가 누군지는 몰라도

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Oh! (Gajilsuga opsodo) Nae morisoge sorado
(Manjilsuga opsodo) Geujo heotdwin ggumirado
(Malhalsuga opsodo) Meoriso sumosorodo
(You know I do) Nol saranghandago
(Naega nugunjineun molado)

Oh baby don't you know nae ireumdo moreujyo
Oneuldo bamsaedorok mam jurigo geudae barabogo ittjyo
Oh so beautiful sune jwin dangshineui doksajin
Sesangeui hanhosonge pamudhin nae michin sarangeui soksakim

Deudgo ittjido angettjyo nan jugodo andwigetjyo
Geurogetjyo daeum sesangedo naega nugunjido moreugo salgettjyo
Nomunado geudael gajigo shipo nan dorikil suga opjyo
Oneulbamdo ibeul matchugo shipo begaereul ggwak butjabgettjyo

Oneuli oorieui chot mannami matneungogettjyo
Georom mundabeun onjena dangshinman haneun gogettyo
Naneun geudae dwit museube oneuldo mareul golgettjyo
Hangsang gateungondedo ddolrime insareul gonnejyo

Ee sesangi modu gwireul magado geudaemaneun nae mareul deurojwo
Marojineun geudae dwit moseube gudoganeun nareul deurojwo
Moriso jo moriso jomi dwioga odieso
Geudael bol su isseulgga (malhaejwo)

Oh! (Gajilsuga opsodo) Nae morisoge sorado
(Manjilsuga opsodo) Geudo hotdwin ggumirado
(Malhalsuga opsodo) Moriso sumosorado
(You know I do) Nol saranghandago
(Naega nugunjineun molado)

Nae morisoge sorado
(Manjilsuga opsodo) Geujo hotdwin ggumirado
(Malhalsuga opsodo) Moriso sumosorado
(You know I do) Nol saranghandago
(Naega nugunjineun molado)

Oneuleun wae utji ango isseulga geudae
Museun irinji byoril aniosseum jogettneunde
Sireumi gadeukhan geudae olgul nan bol suga opneunde
Charari naega apeunge nagesso geurol opneunde

Nomunado antaggawo oneul harumaneun nal bangawo
Jalissottjyo murobondamyon daedab hal su ittneun nal anijwo
Dahjido manjilsudo aneulsudo opneun geudaeyo
Oneulbamdo nan geudae mannaro gayo nae ggumsogeso

Ggumsogesorado moduga malrigo nae sarang biutdorado
Michyottdago moduga malhago on sesang jiwudorado
Dangshineun naeggende bojalgot opneun sisondeulege bbaetgyo wae
No, nan joldae mothae naman baraboge haejulge

Modeungol da julge immachul ddae sesangeul da gajyoda julge
Joldae nal ddonagajimothage bulee ggojyoborim gaseume gadulge
You are My star, I'm your no.1 fan
baby please take my hand

Oh! (Gajilsuga opsodo) Nae morisoge sorado
(Manjilsuga opsodo) Geudo hotdwin ggumirado
(Malhalsuga opsodo) Moriso sumosorado
(You know I do) Nol saranghandago
(Naega nugunjineun molado)

Nae morisoge sorado
(Manjilsuga opsodo) Geujo hotdwin ggumirado
(Malhalsuga opsodo) Moriso sumosorado
(You know I do) Nol saranghandago
(Naega nugunjineun molado)

Oh! (Gajilsuga opsodo) Nae morisoge sorado
(Manjilsuga opsodo) Geudo hotdwin ggumirado
(Malhalsuga opsodo) Moriso sumosorado
(You know I do) Nol saranghandago
(Naega nugunjineun molado)

Nae morisoge sorado
(Manjilsuga opsodo) Geujo hotdwin ggumirado
(Malhalsuga opsodo) Moriso sumosorado
(You know I do) Nol saranghandago

Michin sarange bbajin boys and girls say oh! oh! oh!
Babogateun sarange bbajin boys and girls say oh! oh! oh!
Hotdwin sarange bbajin boys and girls say oh! oh! oh!
Nagateun sarange bbajin boys and girls say oh! oh! oh!

Naega nugunjineun molado

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TRANSLATIONS!

Subbed by nonie17 at youtube.
untalkative at soompi for subs.


Oh! I know I can't have you
But you're always in my head
Even though I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
Even though you don't know who I am

Oh baby, don't you know?
You don't know my name
I couldn't sleep because I was thinking of you
Oh so beautiful
Grasping the photo I took of you in my hand
My love for you is buried under the world's love for you
You're not listening I will never be allowed to
In the next life we would live seperate lives
I want you so much, I can't go back
Thoughts of kissing you tonight, I hold my pillow tighter
Today would be the first time we met
You say that to everybody you meet
I always talk to you with your back facing me
Even the familiar "hi" seems so awkward today
If we blocked everybody's ears
I'm hoping you would listen to only what I had to say
Seeing you walk away makes me go into a trance state. Shake me from it
From far away, you become a dot
Where can I see you? (Tell me..)

Oh! I know I can't have you
But you're in my head
If I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
You don't know who I am
But you're in my head
If I can't touch you
Even if it's just wishful thinking
If I can't tell you
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
Even though you don't know who I am

Why aren't you smiling today?
I hope nothing's wrong
I can't face to look at your worried face
I wish I could take your pain away, but I can't
And that saddens me
Just today - if I can ask you how you are doing
Would you answer me - hug me
I can't reach you, touch you, hold you
I'm going to meet you in my dreams again tonight
Even in my dreams people disaprove
They say I'm crazy - if I erase the world
That makes you mine. Why would I lose you to anybody else
I can never understand that.
I'll make it so that you'll only look at me
I'll give you everything when we kiss
I'll give you everything
So that you can never leave me.
I'll keep you in my cold heart
You are my star
I'm your number one fan
Baby, please, take my hand

Oh! I know I can't have you
But you're always in my head
If I can't touch you
Even if it's helpless wishing
If I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
You don't know who I am

You're in my head
If I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
Even if you don't know who I am

Oh! I know I can't have you
You're in my head
If I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
If I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
Even though you don't know who I am

You're in my head
If I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
If I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you

If you've fallen in crazy love
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
If you've fallen in stupid love
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
If you've fallen in helpless love
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
If you've fallen in love like me
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
Even if you don't know who I am

ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy

Friday, April 25

Silly Me.

In the mood for Secret Secret by Perfume

Cuak giler semalam balik keje... Memula tu aku dah naik bas la, dah elok2 duduk. Sekali Fadx call la... Oh! Aku terlupa dia drive, so aku pun turun dari bas dan masuk balik ke lobby (sebab Fadx kate nak kluarkan duik jap). Aku pun duk la kat sofa kat lobi tu, letak henpon atas sofa n bukak spek sekejap sebab mata berair. Lepas tu bebdak FD kawan Fuzzy duduk la kat sofa sebelah, kitorang pun bercakap2 la. Then Fadx pun datang. Aku pun pakai balik spek, n kitorang pun jalan la ke kereta.

Dalam kereta, Fadx tanye nak main cucuk2 tak? Aku cakap ikut la.. kalau nak main kita gi main la. Then sampai tempat cucuk2 tu, nengok2 ade satu table kosong. Excited giler, aku pun kluar la dari kete nak book meja. Seperti biaso aku malas la nak bawak beg masuk dalam tempat cucuk2 tu, so aku pun letak kat bawah seat. Lepas tu terfikir la nak bawak henpon masuk sekali. Sekali bila aku angkat kepala nengok dah ade orang amek pulak meja tu. So tak jadi la nak main cucuk2. Ape lagi balik la.

On the way back, lepas tol Putrajaya tu, aku teringat kat samting. So untuk mengingatkan diriku bila sampai rumah, aku pun raba2 la dalam beg nak amek henpon nak buat reminder. Huh? Apsal macam takde ni? Cuak giler. Aku pinjam henpon Fadx nak buat miss call. Tak de bunyi ringtone, tak de terasa vibrate. Pastu terdengar la suara "the number you have dialled is..." Dua kali aku call, dua2 kali dapat yang tu. Then aku teringat kat lobby tadi aku letak henpon atas sofa sekali ngan spek. Dang!! Aku tertinggal henpon kat opis ke?

Dah... sepanjang jalan balik tu memang cuak. Cuak. But somehow aku terasa macam tak betul je... macam mimpi. Takde terasa cam sedeh giler ke.. cam marah giler kat diri sendiri ke... Maybe sebab ni kali ketiga aku kehilangan henpon kot...

So in the end sampai la kat pikap poin. Aku klua kete Fadx, jalan menuju ke kete sendiri. Bila sampai kat keter, aku meraba poket la (eventho kunci kete kat tangan). Guess what. Elok je henpon aku tu dalam poket. Grr. Nengok2 tak off pun. Double grr. Lepas tu aku jalan balik ke kete Fadx, tunjuk kat dia mende bertuah tu. Dia pun grr.

Balik rumah makan sate.

ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy

p/s yeah i know the last sentence is random.

Thursday, April 17

Summer Love~~

In the mood for Natsu Matsuri by Shibutani Subaru (covering Whiteberry covering Jitterin' Jinn)

Natsu Matsuri [Summer Festival]
Whiteberry


kimi ga ita natsu wa tooi yume no naka
sora ni kietetta uchiage hanabi

kimi no kami no kaori hajiketa
yukata sugata ga mabushisugite
omatsuri no yoru wa mune ga sawaida yo
haguresou na hitogomi no naka
"hanarenaide"
dashikaketa te o poketto ni irete nigirishimeteita

kimi ga ita natsu wa tooi yume no naka
sora ni kietetta uchiage hanabi

kodomo mitai kingyo sukui ni
muchuu ni natte sode ga nureteru
mujaki na yokogao ga totemo kawaikute
kimi wa suki na watakashi katte
gokigen dakedo sukoshi mukou ni
tomodachi mitsukete hanarete aruita

kimi ga ita natsu wa tooi yume no naka
sora ni kietetta uchiage hanabi

jinja no naka ishidan ni suwari
boyaa toshita yami no naka de
zawameki ga sukoshi tooku kikoeta
senkou hanabi matchi o tsukete
ironna koto hanashita keredo
suki da tte koto ga ienakatta

kimi ga ita natsu wa tooi yume no naka
sora ni kietetta uchiage hanabi

kimi ga ita natsu wa tooi yume no naka
sora ni kietetta uchiage hanabi

sora ni kietteta uchiage hanabi

**********

The summer you were there was distant dream,
like the fireworks disappearing in the sky.

The fragrance of your hair sparkled.
You in yukata was just too bright.
The night of summer festival, my heart was excited.
Among the crowd,
"Don't go too far,"
I put back my hand in my pocket and held my grip tight

The summer you were there was distant dream,
like the fireworks disappearing in the sky.

Catching gold fish like a child,
you wet your sleeve, and you were so into it.
Your innocent sideface was so cute.
You bought your favorite cotton candy,
and you were happy, but
you saw your friends from distant, and you put distance between us.

The summer you were there was distant dream,
like the fireworks disappearing in the sky.

In the shrine, we sat on the stoned stairs.
In the blurry night,
the loudness seemed so far.
We lighted our fireeworks,
and talked about a lot of different things,
but I couldn't say that I love you.

The summer you were there was distant dream,
like the fireworks disappearing in the sky.

The summer you were there was distant dream,
like the fireworks disappearing in the sky.

like the fireworks disappearing in the sky.

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Friday, April 11

Nandeyanen, Eric?

In the mood for Run by Shinhwa



10 year anniversary, chukahaeyo~

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Wednesday, April 9

My Characteristics

In the mood for Sukiyanen, Oosaka by KJ8

According to an excel programme sent by a colleague of mine, the below are my characteristics:

ARIES

* Active and dynamic
- don't think so.

* Decisive and hateful but tends to regret
- can't see how decisiveness is related to hateful, but sometimes I do tend to regret after deciding something....

* Attractive and affectionate to oneself
- attractive? ....

* Strong mentality
- I dunno. might be...

* Loves attention
- hahahaha lawaknye :P

* Diplomatic
- yeah... sometimes. most of the time, more like it. that's why selalu kena pijak.

* Consoling
- I once tried to console someone, tapi kena marah balik. So sekarang tak bape consoling la... haha sungguh la alasan.

* Friendly and solves people's problems
- I'm not friendly, I'm just anti-social.

* Brave and fearless
- as in thinking twice of doing bungee jumping, and in the end not doing it at all?

* Adventurous
- tu bukan saya.. hahaha

* Loving and caring
- selalunye kucing2 kat rumah tu aku la tukang sepak/pijak ekor >:)

* Suave and generous
- HAHAHAHAHA

* Emotional
- hmm true, true

* Revengeful
- I would say I hold grudges like nobody else

* Aggressive
- that is, when someone push my aggresive button. otherwise, not applicable.

* Hasty
- that depends.

* Good memory
- I don't even remember my middle name. wait, do i even have a middle name?

* Moving
- i don't quite get this...

* Motivate oneself and the others
- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

* Sickness usually of the head and chest
- this is true.

* Easily get too jealous
- this is also true.

p/s saya binchi kat bos saya sikarang ni at the mo.

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Tuesday, April 1

ShiGatsu

In the mood for Yorimichi by KJ8

It's April!

I started my April by watching Attention Please.

Hahaha.

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Saturday, March 29

Anak Pak Lil Yang Aku Pernah Suka Dulu..

In the mood for Misetekure by KJ8

I found him.
On Blogsphere.
Dang, he looks so... emm... older than I last saw him?
[FYI his face looks a bit like Rosyam Nor + Rain, up to you to say he's handsome or not. For me... more in the middle.]

OK la... he's more handsome than before. Just because he's older than I last saw his face (in the newspapers la).

At first, I was like, "Kenapa laaa aku broke off ngan dia dulu?" (eventho cuma suka suki je... Zaman2 mula chatting dulu, paham2 la kejap jee dah suka kat orang)
Then, when I read his previous blog entries (he hadn't updated his blog since.. um.. 2006?) I was actually thankful that he's not in my life anymore.

Let's just say that he's a bit psychotic [one e.g.: arsonist? Let's not go any more further]...

Hmm... this entry won't get you anywhere... since I've lost my words...

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Sunday, March 23

Open Letter to My Nakamatachi

In the mood for takde mood

[put some comments, will ya?]

dear nakamatachi,

[sorry to downgrade from tomodachi... somehow i don't feel like i'm in the clique anymore]

aku tak leh nak tido sebab asyik terfikirkan perkara yang akan aku taip sebentar lagi. well, that probably not your problem, right?

berkenaan dengan insiden tayar bergedonk dengan bahu jalan malam semalam.

memula aku nak cakap kat sini,
1. no, i don't think she's a novice. in fact, i'm more novice than her.
2. and also, the fact why i spontaneously said "kan..!" is because she said she need to do balancing for her car - her stereng lari, and she's due from her first 1000km servicing (ayat aku betoi ka? aa bantai tak de orang pedulik).

why do i have a feeling that you think i said that because i think she doesn't know how to drive?

recently, i feel like whatever i said is WRONG. no, i mean, almost everything i said is wrong.

is it wrong for me to have this feeling?

okay, back to the incident.

another reason why i uttered the "kan..!" was, i've experienced the same problem before. the gedonks, i mean. and, tragically, rim tayar aku kemek. she's lucky that hers are okay.

am i wrong to be cautious? am i wrong to say it out loud that i don't feel safe?

ye lah... keter tu keter dia. bukan keter orang lain. tapi dia beli keter guna apa? air liur? kalau rosak nak bayar guna apa? air liur? and this comes from people who maxed out their credit cards. hmm.

you're just lucky that i'm the kind of person who thinks really carefully AFTERWARDS. if only i answered you back on the spot, well, i'll've a huge bet that you wont talk to me for at least a week. no, make it a fortnight. hmm nope, a month. you've done that before.

how do i remember? i hold grudges like no one else.

yeah, i do expect you won't be talking to me anytime soon. nah, you won't even ask me to hang out with you guys for the next weekends. but, heck, how many times i actually hang out with you guys last year?


yang menjalankan tugas

dB Gonzales

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dah lepas dah semua. yang nak cakap la. but not the grudges.

oh, that's where my sarcasm comes from. omoshiroi. honmani.

baik lah, marilah berbaik2 dengan menonton vidiu di bawah:


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Wednesday, March 19

It's EGAO, Dammit!!!!!

saje nak lepas geram.





tunggu masa je.

i played it like so many times before trying to justify myself.
you people need to stay away from your ipods, dammit!!




geram.

grrrrrr.

just wait and see... just wait and see.

ThE DeaTh aNd ThE StRaWBeRRy

Wednesday, March 5

ワッハッハー

In the mood for WaHaHa! by Kanjani8

Kanjani8 - Wahaha! (with subs)
--nengok la bebdak sewel ni... really made my day =)



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Monday, March 3

WaHaHa!

In the mood for WaHaHa! by Kanjani8

(taken from yesasia.com)

Product Title : Wahaha (Normal Edition)(Japan Version)
Singer Name(s) : KANJANI8
Release Date : March 12, 2008
Language : Japanese
Package Weight : 100 g
Other Information : Single



01. ワッハッハー
02. 誰よりキミが好きだから
03. BJ
04. ワッハッハー (オリジナルカラオケ)

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Atarashii Sekai

In the mood for Atarashii Sekai by Asian Kung-Fu Generation

(taken from yesasia.com)
Product Title : World World World (Japan Version)
Singer Name(s) : ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION
Release Date : March 5, 2008
Language : Japanese
Package Weight : 100 g
Publisher : Ki/oon Records
Other Information : Album

01. ワールド ワールド ワールド
02. アフターダーク
03. 旅立つ君へ
04. ネオテニー
05. トラベログ
06. No.9
07. ナイトダイビング
08. ライカ
09. 惑星
10. 転がる岩、君に朝が降る
11. ワールド ワールド
12. 或る街の群青
13. 新しい世界

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Saturday, March 1

MacGyver for the day..

WMP playin' Promise You by AnyBand

Ahahaha sungguh serunduts!! Berjaya mengejas cable tepon yang buat hal... dah 5 hari tak leh nak masuk net dengan lancar (sebab wireless rumah belakang tu tak kuat, asek ujan je jadi siaran terganggu la)... Takyah pikir nak beli crimper/RJ-11/cable baru lagi dah ahahahaha!

Ni bukti wayar tepon hebat hasil kerja dB MaGyver:

Yang ni dekat pintu nyer prob:

Yang ni dekat modem nyer prob. Lihatlah dua lampu modem yang berwarna kuning itew!

What else can I say?

Oh.
Syukur Alhamdulillah!

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